Chapter 19
第019回 · Dream of the Red Chamber
Chapter 19
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Chapter 19
Tender Words on a Fine Night: A Flower Offers Counsel
Lingering Thoughts on a Quiet Day: Jade Gives Off Fragrance
After the Imperial Concubine Jia returned to the palace, the next day she had an audience with the Emperor to express her gratitude and to report on her visit home. The Dragon Countenance was greatly pleased. He also issued from the Inner Treasury colored silks, satins, gold, and silver, to bestow upon Jia Zheng and the various members of the imperial relatives' households—no need to recount this in detail.
Now, in the Ningguo and Rongguo mansions, because they had exhausted their energies day after day, every single person was weary in body and drained in spirit. It took them another two or three days to put away all the furnishings and articles used in the Garden. As for Xifeng, first of all, she had many responsibilities and heavy duties—others might steal some rest and quiet, but she alone could not get away. Second, her nature was to be strong and competitive; she would not allow anyone to criticize her. She simply forced herself to carry on as if she were an idle person. The first of all to be idle and at leisure was Baoyu.
Now on this particular morning, Xiren's mother had come in person to report to Grandmother Jia that she was taking Xiren home to partake of the New Year's tea, and she would not be back until the evening. So Baoyu was left only playing dice and weiqi with the other maids. Just as he was playing in his room without any spirit, a maid suddenly came to report, "Master Zhen from the East Mansion has invited you over to watch the opera and see the lanterns." Baoyu upon hearing this, ordered his clothes changed. Just as he was about to leave, a sweetened steamed cheese pastry sent by the Imperial Concubine Jia arrived. Baoyu remembered that Xiren had enjoyed this last time, so he ordered it set aside for Xiren. He then went to report to Grandmother Jia and went off to watch the opera.
Who would have thought that Jia Zhen's side was performing "Ding Lang Recognizes His Father," "Huang Boyang Deploys the Grand Array of Shades," along with "Sun Wukong Creates Havoc in Heaven" and "Jiang Ziya Beheads Generals and Deifies Them." In an instant, gods and ghosts appeared in wild profusion; suddenly demons were fully revealed—even to the point of raising banners and holding processions, chanting Buddhist invocations and burning incense, while the noise of gongs and drums and shouting could be heard far beyond the lanes. Everyone on the street exclaimed, "What a lively show! No other household could possibly put on anything like this!" Baoyu saw that the bustle and excitement had reached such an intolerable degree; he only sat briefly, then went off to amuse himself in various places. First he went inside to chat and laugh for a while with Madam You and her maids and concubines, then he came out through the second gate. Madam You and the others still supposed he had come out to watch the opera, so they paid him no attention. Jia Zhen, Jia Lian, Xue Pan, and the others were absorbed in guessing games and drinking, making merry in every way, and gave him no thought. If he was missing from his seat for a moment, they simply assumed he had gone inside, and so did not ask after him. As for the pages attending Baoyu, the older ones knew that once Baoyu had come, they would not be dismissed until evening. So they took the opportunity to slip away—some to gamble, some to go to relatives' homes for New Year's tea, and others to visit prostitutes or drink wine. They all dispersed privately, planning to return in the evening. The younger ones had all crept into the opera house to watch the excitement.
Baoyu, seeing that there was not a single person about, thought to himself: "There is a small study here that usually has a painting of a beautiful woman hanging in it, painted most lifelike. Today with all this commotion, there must naturally be no one there, and that beauty must be lonely. I must go and console her for a while." Thinking this, he headed for the study. Just as he reached the window, he heard a moaning sound from inside. Baoyu was startled: Could it be that the beauty had come to life? He summoned up his courage, tore a hole in the window paper, and looked inside—the painted beauty had not come to life after all. It was Mingyan pressing down upon a young girl, doing precisely what the Goddess of Disenchantment had instructed. Baoyu could not contain himself and shouted, "Unforgivable!" He kicked the door open, startling the two apart, trembling in their clothes.
Mingyan, seeing that it was Baoyu, hastily knelt down and begged without ceasing. Baoyu said, "In broad daylight—what is this? If Master Zhen finds out, will you live or die?" He glanced at the girl—though not especially pretty, she was at least clean and fair, and there was something faintly attractive about her. She was blushing crimson and hanging her head, unable to speak. Baoyu stamped his foot: "Hurry up and run!" These words reminded the girl, and she flew off like the wind. Baoyu ran after her and called out, "Don't be afraid—I won't tell anyone." This so alarmed Mingyan that he called after him, "Ancestor! This is clearly telling someone!" Baoyu then asked, "How old is that girl?" Mingyan replied, "Probably no more than sixteen or seventeen." Baoyu said, "You didn't even ask her age—naturally you know nothing else about her either. So you really don't know her at all. Pitiful, pitiful!" He asked again, "What is her name?" Mingyan laughed loudly: "If I were to tell you her name, it would be a long story—truly a fresh and strange tale that couldn't be written out. According to what she said, when her mother was carrying her, she had a dream in which she obtained a piece of brocade, on which was a pattern of the swastika symbol of wealth and nobility without end. So her name is Wan'er." Baoyu, hearing this, laughed: "How novel indeed. She may have some good fortune in store for her." As he spoke, he fell into a reverie for a while.
Mingyan asked, "Why doesn't Your Lordship watch such a fine play?" Baoyu replied, "I've watched for half the day and got terribly bored. I came out for a stroll and ran into you. What are you up to now?" Mingyan said with a grin, "No one knows where we are at the moment. I could quietly take Your Lordship out of the city for a wander, and by the time we come back here, none of them would be any the wiser." Baoyu said, "No, that's no good. We might be kidnapped by those kidnappers. And even if the others found out, it would cause too much of a fuss. We'd better go somewhere closer and more familiar, so we can get back easily." Mingyan said, "Somewhere close and familiar? Whose house could we go to? That's the problem." Baoyu said with a smile, "I have an idea. Let's go find your Sister Xiren and see what she's up to at home." Mingyan laughed, "Good, good! I forgot about her place." Then he added, "But if the others find out and say I led Your Lordship roaming about, they'll beat me for it!" Baoyu said, "I'll take care of that." At this, Mingyan led the horse round, and the two of them slipped out through the back gate. Fortunately, Xiren's house was not far—only about half the distance of a li—and in the blink of an eye they were at the gate. Mingyan went in first to call for Xiren's brother, Hua Zifang. At that time, Xiren's mother had brought Xiren and several nieces and grand-nieces home, and they were eating fruit and drinking tea. When someone outside called out "Brother Hua," Hua Zifang hurried out to find his young master and his servant standing there. Thoroughly startled and alarmed, he hastily lifted Baoyu down from the horse and shouted into the courtyard, "Master Bao is here!" The others took the news calmly enough, but Xiren, hearing it, could not imagine what had happened and rushed out to greet Baoyu. She seized him by the hand and demanded, "How did you get here?" Baoyu said with a smile, "I was feeling awfully bored, so I came to see what you were up to." Only then did Xiren's heart stop racing. She gave a sigh and said with a laugh, "You really are too wild! What have you come here for?" At the same time she asked Mingyan, "Who else came with you?" Mingyan grinned, "No one else knows. It's just the two of us." Xiren was alarmed again. "This will never do! What if we run into someone, or run into the Master? With all the crowds and carriages and sedan-chords jostling in the streets, if anything happened to you, could you still be playing around? Your courage is bigger than a bushel measure. This is all Mingyan's doing—when we get back, I'll tell the nurses to give you a good beating." Mingyan pouted and said, "It was His Lordship who cursed and beat me into bringing him here, and now you're putting the blame on me. I said we shouldn't come—otherwise let's go back right now." Hua Zifang quickly interposed, "Never mind, you're here now, so there's no point in talking about it. It's just that our thatched cottage is cramped and dirty—how is Your Lordship going to sit?"
Xiren's mother had already come out to greet them. Xiren led Baoyu inside. He saw three or four girls in the room who lowered their heads in shy confusion when he entered. Hua Zifang and his mother went to great lengths to make sure Baoyu was warm, inviting him to sit on the kang, hurriedly setting out another table of fruit, and quickly pouring good tea. Xiren said with a smile, "Don't go to all this trouble—I know what to do. There's no need to put out fruit, and I wouldn't dare let him eat just anything." As she spoke, she took her own cushion and spread it on the kang for Baoyu to sit on, placed her own foot-warmer under his feet, took two plum-blossom sachets from her pouch, opened her hand warmer and lit incense in it, closed it again and tucked it inside Baoyu's gown, then poured tea from her own cup and handed it to Baoyu. By this time her mother and brother had already bustled about setting out a whole table of fruit, neatly arranged. Seeing there was still nothing suitable to eat, Xiren said with a smile, "Since you've come, you shouldn't go away empty-handed. At least taste a little something—it will count as a visit to my home." So saying, she picked up a few pine nut kernels, blew off the thin skins, and held them on a handkerchief to give to Baoyu.
Baoyu noticed that Xiren's eyes were slightly reddened and her face glowingly smooth. He asked her quietly, "Why are you crying?" Xiren smiled. "Who's crying? I just got something in my eye and rubbed it." And so the matter was glossed over.
At that time, Baoyu was wearing a red arrow-sleeve jacket embroidered with gold pythons and trimmed with fox fur at the arms, over which he had a coat of dark blue marten fur with a fringe of tassels. Xiren said, "You specially changed into new clothes just to come here—don't they ask you where you've been?" Baoyu laughed, "I changed at Uncle Zhen's place, where I went to watch the opera." Xiren nodded. Then she added, "Sit for a while and then go back. This is no place for you." Baoyu smiled, "It would be better if you went home too. I've kept something good for you." Xiren whispered with a smile, "Quiet! What would it sound like if they heard you?" At the same time she reached up and took the Spiritual Jade from around Baoyu's neck, saying with a smile to her sisters, "Have a look at this. You've always talked about it as something rare, wishing you could see it. Well, take a good look today. Whatever other rare things there may be, they're nothing compared to this." After saying this, she passed it around for them to examine, then hung it back around Baoyu's neck. She also told her brother to hire either a small sedan chair or a small cart to send Baoyu back. Hua Zifang said, "I'll take him back myself. Riding a horse is perfectly fine." Xiren said, "It's not that it's unsafe—it's that we might run into people." Hua Zifang hurriedly went to hire a small sedan chair. The others dared not press him to stay, so they could only see Baoyu out. Xiren also grabbed some fruits for Mingyan and gave him some money to buy firecrackers, instructing him, "Don't tell anyone, or you'll be in trouble too." She accompanied Baoyu all the way to the gate, watched him get into the sedan chair, and saw the curtain lowered. Hua and Mingyan followed on horseback. When they reached the street of the Ning Mansion, Mingyan ordered the chair to stop and said to Hua Zifang, "I need to go with the Second Master back to the Eastern Mansion and put in an appearance, or people will get suspicious." Hua Zifang, thinking this made sense, quickly carried Baoyu out of the sedan chair and helped him onto his horse. Baoyu said with a laugh, "You've really gone to a lot of trouble." And so he re-entered through the back gate. But no more of this.
Now after Baoyu had left, the maids in his room gave themselves over to wanton fun and games. Some were playing weiqi, others were throwing dice and playing cards, and melon seed shells were scattered all over the floor. It so happened that the old wet nurse Li, leaning on her cane, came in to pay her respects. She looked around for Baoyu, and seeing that he was not at home and that the maids were only amusing themselves, she could not bear the sight. She sighed, "Ever since I stopped coming in regularly, you've become more and more undisciplined. The other nurses don't dare say anything to you anymore. That Baoyu is like an eighteen-foot lamp stand—it illuminates others but not itself. He knows how to complain about other people's dirtiness, but this is his own room, and he lets you wreck it—it's becoming utterly disgraceful." These maids knew perfectly well that Baoyu didn't fuss about such things, and in any case old Nurse Li had retired and no longer had authority over them, so they just went on amusing themselves and paid her no attention. But old Nurse Li kept asking, "How much rice does Baoyu eat per meal these time?" "What time does he go to sleep?" and so forth. The maids answered her at random. One of them said, "What a tiresome old thing!"
Old Nurse Li asked again, "What's in this covered bowl? Cream cheese? Why didn't you send it to me? I'll eat it." So saying, she took a spoon and started eating. One of the maids said, "Don't touch that! It was set aside for Xiren—she'll be furious when she comes back. You admit it yourself, and don't drag us into the quarrel." Old Nurse Li, hearing this, was both angry and ashamed. She said, "I can't believe he's become so bad. Even if I drink a bowl of milk, something even more valuable than this would only be my due. Does he think Xiren is more important to him than I am? Doesn't he remember how he grew up? My blood turned into milk, and he drank it to grow so big. Now he's angry because I drink a bowl of his milk? I'll eat it, and let's see what happens! You don't know what Xiren will be like—she's nothing but a little maid I trained myself, some creature!" Even as she spoke, she ate up the cream cheese in a fit of pique. Another maid laughed and said, "They don't know how to talk, no wonder you're angry. Baoyu often sends things to show his respect to you as an elder—he wouldn't be upset over something like this." Old Nurse Li said, "Don't try to cozen me with your fox tricks. Do you think I don't know about how he drove out Qianxue over that tea business last time? If there's any blame next time, I'll come and claim it!" So saying, she left in a huff.
A short while later, Baoyu returned and sent someone to fetch Xiren. He found Qingwen lying motionless on the bed. Baoyu asked, "Are you sick? Or did you lose at gambling?" Qiuwen said, "Actually she won, but when old Mrs. Li came and muddled things up, she lost it all. She was so angry she went to sleep." Baoyu laughed, "Don't lower yourself to her level. Let her be." Just then Xiren arrived, and they greeted each other. Xiren asked Baoyu where he had eaten and what time he had returned, and also passed on greetings from her mother and sister to the other maids. After a while, Baoyu changed his clothes and removed his ornaments. He ordered someone to bring the cream cheese, and the maids replied, "Old Mrs. Li ate it." Baoyu was about to speak when Xiren quickly smiled and said, "So that's what you were saving. Thank you for the thought. The other day when I ate some, it tasted good at first, but then I got a terrible stomachache and was sick for quite a while before I recovered. It's good that she ate it—leaving it here would have just been a waste. I've been wanting to eat wind-dried chestnuts. You peel the chestnuts for me while I make the bed."
Baoyu, taking her words at face value, put the milk curds aside and reached for the chestnuts. He began hulling them by the lamp, and noticing that no one else was in the room, he smiled and asked Xiren, "Who was that girl in red today—what relation is she to you?"
Xiren replied, "She's my cousin, the daughter of my mother's sister."
Baoyu sighed admiringly twice. Xiren said, "What are you sighing about? I know what's on your mind—you're thinking she has no business wearing red."
Baoyu laughed. "No, no. If someone like her doesn't deserve to wear red, who else would dare? It's just that she's really so good—I only wish she could be in our household."
Xiren said with a cold laugh, "I'm a slave by birth, that's my lot, but does that mean all my relatives must be slaves too? Must you insist on finding only the very best maids before any of them can come to your family?"
Baoyu, hearing this, hastily said with a laugh, "You're being oversensitive again. When I said come to our household, did I mean as a slave? Can't she come as a relative?"
Xiren said, "That wouldn't be a suitable match either."
Baoyu then refused to say more and went on hulling his chestnuts. Xiren laughed. "Why have you fallen silent? I suppose I've offended you just now. Tomorrow I'll put on my proud airs and spend a few taels of silver to buy them all in."
Baoyu laughed. "What you say—how am I supposed to answer? I was only praising her, saying she truly belongs in a grand household like this. It's not fitting for the likes of us, such vulgar creatures, to have been born here instead."
Xiren said, "Though she may not have such good fortune, she's still been raised in comfort and indulgence—the darling of my aunt and uncle. She's seventeen now, and her trousseau is already complete. She'll be married next year."
At the words "married," Baoyu couldn't help sighing twice, feeling a vague unease. Then he heard Xiren say with a sigh, "Ever since I've been here these few years, sisters haven't been able to stay together. Now that I'm leaving, they've all scattered as well."
Baoyu sensed something behind these words and couldn't help being startled. He hastily put down the chestnuts and asked, "What? You're leaving now?"
Xiren said, "I heard my mother and brother discussing it today—they want me to be patient one more year. Next year when they come up to the capital, they'll buy my freedom and take me out."
Baoyu was even more stunned at this. "Why would they want to redeem you?"
Xiren said, "That's a strange question! I'm not like the hereditary servants here, whose whole families are elsewhere while I'm the only one left in this household—how could that ever be a proper resolution?"
Baoyu said, "But it would be difficult for me to let you go."
Xiren replied, "There's never been such a principle. Even in the imperial palace, there are fixed regulations—selections every few years, new entrances every few years. There's no precedent for keeping someone indefinitely, much less for you!"
After thinking this over, Baoyu found her reasoning sound. He added, "But it would be hard for the old lady to let you go." Xiren answered, "Why wouldn't she? If I were truly the most exceptional sort, and if I could move the old lady's heart, perhaps she wouldn't let me leave—it's possible she might even give our family a few extra taels of silver and keep me on. But really, I'm nothing more than an ordinary person. There are many, many who are better than I am. Ever since I came here as a young girl in the old lady's service, I attended to Miss Shi for several years, and now I've served you for several years. Now that my family has come to redeem me, it's only right that they be allowed to call me back. For all I know, they might not even ask for the purchase price—Her Ladyship might simply grant me leave out of kindness. As for the idea that I serve you so well they can't let me go—that simply isn't so. Serving well is my duty, nothing remarkable. After I leave, an even better one will come in my place; things won't fall apart just because I'm gone."
When Baoyu heard all this, it seemed there was every reason for her to leave and none for her to stay. His heart grew more frantic than ever, and he said, "Even so, I'm determined to keep you. I'm not afraid to ask the old lady to speak with your mother—I'll give your mother plenty of silver, and she'll be too embarrassed to take you back."
Xiren replied, "My mother wouldn't dare insist. Even setting aside the pleasant words and extra silver, even if we said nothing agreeable and gave not a single copper, and were intent on forcing me to stay, she wouldn't dare refuse. But our family has never been one to throw its weight around and bully people. This isn't like other things—if you take a liking to something, you can pay ten times its value to get it brought to you, and the seller takes no loss, so it can be done. But keeping me here for no good reason—it brings you no benefit and would tear our flesh and blood apart. This is something Her Ladyship and the mistress would never allow."
Baoyu listened and pondered for a long while. Then he said, "So you're saying you've made up your mind to leave?"
"I have," said Xiren.
Baoyu reflected to himself: "Who would have thought such a person could be so cold and unfeeling." He sighed, "Had I known they'd all want to leave, I never would have brought you here in the first place. In the end I'd be left a lonely ghost all by myself." With that, he flung himself petulantly onto the bed and went to sleep.
In fact, when Xiren was at home and heard her mother and brother wanted to redeem her, she had declared she would rather die than go back. She had said, "Back then, you had nothing to eat—I was the only one worth a few taels of silver. If you hadn't sold me, there would have been no way to stop you, father and mother, from starving to death. Fortunately I was sold to this household, where my food and clothing are the same as my mistress's, and I'm not beaten or cursed from morning to night. Besides, though father has passed away, you've managed to put the family back on its feet and recover your footing. If things were truly still hard, and you redeemed me and scraped together a few more coins, that might be one thing—but in reality things aren't difficult anymore. So what's the point of redeeming me now? You might as well count me dead and never raise the thought again!" And she had wept and carried on over it.
Seeing her so resolute, her mother and brother naturally understood she would come out no more. What's more, the original sale had been an irrevocable contract. They had relied on the Jia household being a charitable, generous family—they need only ask, and there was every likelihood the purchase price would be given back as a gift. Secondly, the Jia household had never abused its servants—there was always more kindness than severity. And all the young ladies-in-waiting in the apartments of the old and young masters were treated even better than the rest of the household servants—girls from poor families who were ladies themselves couldn't be shown such respect. So mother and son gave up the idea of redeeming her.
Later, when Baoyu happened to visit and they saw the way things stood, mother and son understood even better. It was as if a weight had dropped from their minds—more than they had dared hope for. They reassured each other and gave up all thought of redemption.
Now then: Xiren had known from childhood that Baoyu's temperament was extraordinary—his mischievous, wild ways were beyond those of other children, and he had several strange, unaccountable peculiarities besides. Lately, relying on his grandmother's doting love, with his parents unable to restrain him strictly, he had grown even more dissolute and undisciplined, giving free rein to his impulses, with no taste for proper pursuits. Whenever she wanted to advise him, she expected he wouldn't listen. Today, by a lucky coincidence, the subject of redeeming her had come up, so she used crafty words first to test his feelings and deflate his temper, making it easier to offer admonishment later. Now seeing him lying there silently asleep, she knew his feelings were reluctant and his spirit had flagged. She herself hadn't really wanted any chestnuts—she had only used them as an excuse to avoid another incident over milk curds, like the business with Camellia's tea, and so she'd brought up the chestnuts as a pretext to gloss over the matter with Baoyu and let it pass. She told the little maids to take the chestnuts away and eat them herself, then came over to rouse Baoyu. She found his face streaked with tears, and Xiren laughed, "What's there to be sad about? If you truly want me to stay, naturally I won't go."
Baoyu sensed there was something behind these words and said, "Go on then—tell me. What more must I do to keep you? I hardly know myself."
Xiren smiled. "Our good relationship goes without saying. But today, if you sincerely want me to stay, it isn't about that. Let me name two or three things—if you truly agree to them, then I'll know you genuinely want me to stay, and even with a knife at my throat, I won't leave."
Baoyu said hastily with a smile, "Tell me, which things? I'll agree to all of them. Good sister, dear sister, don't just say two or three things—even two or three hundred, I'd agree. I only beg you all to watch over me and stay by my side, until one day I turn into flying ashes—no, even flying ashes aren't good enough, for ashes still have form and trace and consciousness. Wait until I've transformed into a wisp of light smoke, scattered by a gust of the wind, and then you won't be able to control me anymore, and I won't be able to look after you either. Then let me go wherever I please, and I'll let you go wherever you like." Before he'd finished speaking, Xiren, in a hurry, seized his mouth and said, "That's enough. I was trying to persuade you about these very things, and now you've gone and said something even worse." Baoyu said quickly, "I won't say it again." Xiren said, "That's the first thing you must change." Baoyu said, "I'll change it. If I say it again, you can pinch my lips. What else?"
Xiren said, "The second thing: whether you genuinely love reading or only pretend, when you're before the Master or in front of others, don't keep criticizing and mocking—just put on the appearance of someone who enjoys reading. That would save the Master some anger, and it would give people something good to say about you. He thinks to himself: 'My family has been a family of scholars for generations, and ever since you were born, I never expected you to dislike reading. Already he feels both angry and ashamed in his heart.' And then you go around saying those wild remarks behind people's backs and to their faces—anyone who studies and strives for advancement, you give the name 'career-grubbers,' and you say that apart from the 'Illustrious Virtue' there are no real books at all, that they're all things previous people compiled on their own interpretation because they couldn't understand the sages' writings. With talk like this, how can you blame the Master for being angry and beating you from time to time? What are other people supposed to think of you?" Baoyu said with a smile, "I won't say it again. That was all from when I was young and didn't know my place, talking recklessly. I wouldn't dare say such things now. What else?"
Xiren said, "You must never again slander monks and Daoists, or go around mixing rouge and powder. And there's an even more important thing: you must never again eat the rouge off people's lips, or indulge that weakness for red." Baoyu said, "I'll change it, I'll change it all. If there's anything else, tell me quickly." Xiren said with a smile, "There's nothing else. Just be careful about everything you do, and don't follow your whims. If you really do all I've asked, then even an eight-man sedan chair couldn't carry me away from here." Baoyu said with a smile, "If you stay here long enough, you won't have to worry about not getting to ride in an eight-man sedan chair." Xiren said with a cold laugh, "That's not something I care about. If I had the fortune, I wouldn't have the justification. Even if I rode in one, it wouldn't be much fun."
The two were talking when Qiuwen came in and said, "It's almost the third watch—time to sleep. The Old Ancestress just sent a nurse to ask, and I told her you were going to sleep." Baoyu ordered someone to bring a clock to look at, and sure enough the hands pointed to the beginning of the Hai hour. They then washed, changed clothes, and settled down to rest—but no more of this. The next morning, when Xiren got up, she felt heavy in her body, with a headache, swollen eyes, and burning limbs. At first she could still hold out, but after a while she couldn't bear it and just wanted to sleep, so she lay down on the kang with her clothes still on. Baoyu quickly reported this to Grandmother Jia, who sent for a doctor to examine her. The doctor said, "It's just a slight cold. Take one or two doses of medicine to disperse it and she'll be fine." After writing a prescription and leaving, someone was sent to fetch the medicine. It was decocted and she had just taken it; she was told to cover herself with a quilt to sweat out the illness. Baoyu then went himself to Daiyu's room to check on her.
At that time Daiyu was resting on her bed after lunch. The maids had all gone off on their own, and the whole room was quiet. Baoyu lifted the embroidered silk curtain and went inside. Seeing Daiyu lying there asleep, he hurried over and nudged her, saying, "Good sister, you just finished eating and you're sleeping again." He woke Daiyu up. Daiyu saw it was Baoyu and said, "You go out and wander around. I was restless all night last night, and I still haven't recovered—my whole body aches." Baoyu said, "The aching is a small matter, but sleeping sickness is serious. I'll keep you amused and help you get through the drowsiness." Daiyu kept her eyes closed and said, "I'm not sleepy. I'm just resting a bit. Go somewhere else for a while and come back later." Baoyu nudged her and say, "Where would I go? I find everyone else rather tiresome."
When Daiyu heard this, she let out a little laugh and said, "Since you want to stay here, go over there and sit properly, and let's talk." Baoyu said, "I'll lie down too." Daiyu said, "Then lie down." Baoyu said, "There's no pillow—let's share one." Daiyu said, "Nonsense! Isn't there a pillow out there? Go get one to rest your head on." Baoyu went to the outer room, looked around, and came back with a smile, saying, "I don't want that one—I don't know which dirty old woman it belongs to." When Daiyu heard this, she opened her eyes, sat up, and said with a smile, "Truly, you are the 'demon star' of my fate! Here, use this one." She pushed her own pillow toward Baoyu, then got up, fetched another one for herself, and lay down. The two of them lay facing each other.
Daiyu noticed a stain the size of a button on Baoyu's left cheek, a smudge of blood. She leaned forward, drew close, and touched it with her hand to examine it more carefully. "Whose nails scratched you this time?" she asked.
Baoyu turned aside, dodging even as he laughed. "It wasn't a scratch. I was just helping them strain some rouge, and a little must have rubbed off on me." He began looking for a handkerchief to wipe it away, but Daiyu used her own to dab at his cheek instead. "At it again, are you? Very well—but you always have to leave some evidence. Even if your uncle doesn't see it, someone else will, and they'll carry the tale as a juicy bit of gossip, and it'll find its way to your uncle's ears, and then there'll be trouble for everyone."
Baoyu hadn't really been listening to any of this. He had caught a subtle fragrance emanating from Daiyu's sleeve—intoxicating, almost dizzying. He grabbed hold of her sleeve at once and tried to see what she had tucked inside. "It's the tenth month of winter," Daiyu said, laughing. "Who would be wearing perfume?"
"Then where is this scent coming from?" Baoyu said with a smile.
"I don't have any idea myself," Daiyu said. "It's probably the smell from the wardrobe, absorbed into the clothes."
Baoyu shook his head. "I don't think so. This fragrance is strange—it's not the scent of those perfume cakes, perfume balls, or sachets."
Daiyu gave a cold laugh. "What, do you think some arhat or immortal has given me a rare incense? Even if I had some extraordinary perfume, I don't have a dear elder brother or younger brother to help me prepare it from flowers, petals, frost, or snow. All I have is ordinary, commonplace fragrance."
Baoyu laughed. "Every single thing I say, you twist it into a whole sermon. If I don't show you what's what, you'll never learn—I won't let you off this time." So saying, he rolled over, blew on both his hands, and reached for Daiyu's armpits and the sides of her ribs, tickling furiously. Daiyu had always been unbearably ticklish. With Baoyu's hands attacking from both sides, she laughed until she could barely breathe. "Baoyu, if you keep this up, I'll be angry!"
Baoyu stopped and smiled. "Will you stop saying such things?"
Daiyu laughed. "I wouldn't dare." She smoothed her hair and smiled. "I have a rare fragrance—do you have a 'warm fragrance'?"
Baoyu didn't catch her meaning at first. "A 'warm fragrance'?" he asked.
Daiyu shook her head with a sigh and a laugh. "What a fool! What a fool! You have your jade, so someone has gold to match it. Someone has a 'cold fragrance'—don't you have a 'warm fragrance' to match?"
Only then did Baoyu understand. "Just a moment ago you were begging for mercy," he said with a laugh, "and now you're even more cutting than before." He reached out again.
Daiyu quickly laughed and said, "Good brother, I truly wouldn't dare."
Baoyu smiled. "Very well, I'll spare you—but just let me smell your sleeve." He pulled her sleeve up to his face and inhaled deeply again and again.
Daiyu snatched her hand back. "Now you really must go."
Baoyu laughed. "Go? I can't. Let's lie down properly and have a nice conversation." So saying, he lay back down again. Daiyu lay down too, covering her face with a handkerchief. Baoyu rambled on about this and that, but Daiyu paid him no mind. He asked her how old she had been when she came to the capital, what scenery and historical sights she had seen along the way, what ruins and old stories Yangzhou had to offer, what the local customs and folkways were like. Daiyu simply did not answer.
Baoyu, afraid that she might fall ill from lying down too long, coaxed her by saying, "Ai yo! There's a great story from the yamen at Yangzhou — do you know it?" Daiyu saw that he spoke with gravity and wore a stern, solemn expression, and took it for a real event. "What story?" she asked.
When Baoyu saw her bite, he held back his laughter and improvised off the cuff: "There's a Mountain of Dai in Yangzhou. On the mountain there's a Forest Cave." Daiyu laughed, "You're just making things up. I've never heard of such a mountain in all my life."
Baoyu said, "There are mountains and rivers all over the world — how could you know them all? Let me finish before you criticize."
Daiyu said, "Go on then."
Baoyu improvised further: "In the Forest Cave there was originally a tribe of spirit rats. On the seventh day of the twelfth month one year, the Old Rat ascended his seat to hold council and said, 'Tomorrow is the eighth of the twelfth month, and all the people in the world cook Laba congee. Now our cave is short on fruit — we must take this opportunity to plunder some.' He drew an arrow of command and dispatched a capable young Rat to go and scout. After a while the young Rat returned and reported: 'I have searched and made inquiries everywhere, but only the temple below the mountain has the most fruit and grain.'
The Old Rat asked, 'What kinds of grain are there? What varieties of fruit?'
The young Rat said, 'Rice and beans fill the storehouses beyond counting. There are five kinds of fruit: first, red dates; second, chestnuts; third, peanuts; fourth, water caltrops; and fifth, fragrant taro.'
The Old Rat was overjoyed and immediately mustered the rats to set forth. He drew an arrow of command and asked, 'Who will go steal the rice?' One rat took the order and went to steal the rice. He drew another arrow and asked, 'Who will go steal the beans?' Another rat took the order and went to steal the beans. Then one by one each received his orders and departed.
Only the fragrant taro remained. He drew yet another arrow of command and asked, 'Who will go steal the fragrant taro?' A single very small and very weak young Rat stepped forward and said, 'I volunteer to steal the fragrant taro.'
The Old Rat and all the other rats, seeing how he was, feared he lacked experience and was timid and feeble, and would not permit him to go.
The young Rat said, 'Although I am young and slight, my magic is boundless, my tongue is nimble, and my schemes are far-reaching. When I go, I will certainly manage things more cleverly than they do.'
The other rats hastily asked, 'How will you be more clever?'
The young Rat said, 'I won't imitate their direct stealing. I'll just shake my body and transform myself into a fragrant taro, roll in among the pile of taros so that no one can see or hear me, and secretly use the art of self-division to carry them away — gradually, until they're all gone. Isn't that cleverer than direct stealing and crude taking?'
The rats all said, 'Wonderful, wonderful — but we don't know how you'll transform. Show us first.'
The young Rat heard this and laughed, 'That's not difficult — let me transform.' With that, he shook his body and said 'Transform!' and turned into the most beautiful and elegant young lady.
The rats all laughed and said, 'Wrong, wrong! You were supposed to turn into a fruit — how did you turn into a young lady?'
The young Rat resumed his true form and laughed, 'I told you that you'd seen nothing of the world. You only know that this fruit is called fragrant taro, but you don't know that the daughter of Lord Lin of the Salt Commission is the true Fragrant Jade.'"
When Daiyu heard this, she turned over, sat up, and seized Baoyu, laughing, "You rotten-mouthed wretch! I knew you were making fun of me!" As she spoke, she pinched Baoyu so that he begged for mercy repeatedly, saying, "Good sister, spare me, I won't dare do it again! It's because I caught your fragrance that I suddenly thought of this old tale."
Daiyu laughed, "You've already been cursed, and you still call it an old tale."
Before she had finished speaking, Baochai came in, smiling, and asked, "Who's telling old tales? Let me listen too."
Daiyu quickly made room for her to sit and laughed, "Just look — who else! He's already been cursed and still calls it an old tale."
Baochai laughed, "So it's Brother Bao. No wonder — he has plenty of old tales stored in his belly. It's just a pity about one thing: whenever he ought to use one, he forgets it. But when he remembered it today, he should have remembered it the other night when you were writing the poem about the plantain — he couldn't think of anything right in front of him, and while everyone else was freezing, he was sweating with anxiety. And now suddenly he's remembered everything again."
Daiyu laughed, "Amida Buddha! After all, you are my good sister — you've met your match too. Truly, one recompense for another, without the slightest error."
Just as she spoke, there came a great clamor and commotion from Baoyu's room. And so —
In tender affection, on a sweet night, flowers speak;
In lingering warmth, on a still day, jade gives forth fragrance.
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話說賈妃回宮,次日見駕謝恩,并回奏歸省之事,龍顏甚悅。又發內帑彩緞金銀等物,以賜賈政及各椒房等員,不必細說。且說榮宁二府中因連日用盡心力,真是人人力倦,各各神疲,又將園中一應陳設動用之物收拾了兩三天方完。第一個鳳姐事多任重,別人或可偷安躲靜,獨他是不能脫得的,二則本性要強,不肯落人褒貶,只扎掙著與無事的人一樣。第一個寶玉是极無事最閒暇的。偏這日一早,襲人的母親又親來回過賈母,接襲人家去吃年茶,晚間才得回來。因此,寶玉只和眾丫頭們擲骰子赶圍棋作戲。正在房內頑的沒興頭,忽見丫頭們來回說:“東府珍大爺來請過去看戲,放花燈。”寶玉聽了,便命換衣裳。才要去時,忽又有賈妃賜出糖蒸酥酪來,寶玉想上次襲人喜吃此物,便命留與襲人了。自己回過賈母,過去看戲。
誰想賈珍這邊唱的是《丁郎認父》,《黃伯央大擺陰魂陣》,更有《孫行者大鬧天宮》,《姜子牙斬將封神》等類的戲文,倏爾神鬼亂出,忽又妖魔畢露,甚至于揚幡過會,號佛行香,鑼鼓喊叫之聲遠聞巷外。滿街之人個個都贊:“好熱鬧戲,別人家斷不能有的。”寶玉見繁華熱鬧到如此不堪的田地,只略坐了一坐,便走開各處閒耍。先是進內去和尤氏和丫鬟姬妾說笑了一回,便出二門來。尤氏等仍料他出來看戲,遂也不曾照管。賈珍,賈璉,薛蟠等只顧猜枚行令,百般作樂,也不理論,縱一時不見他在座,只道在里邊去了,故也不問。至于跟寶玉的小廝們,那年紀大些的,知寶玉這一來了,必是晚間才散,因此偷空也有去會賭的,也有往親友家去吃年茶的,更有或嫖或飲的,都私散了,待晚間再來,那小些的,都鑽進戲房里瞧熱鬧去了。
寶玉見一個人沒有,因想”這里素日有個小書房,內曾挂著一軸美人,极畫的得神。今日這般熱鬧,想那里自然無人,那美人也自然是寂寞的,須得我去望慰他一回。”想著,便往書房里來。剛到窗前,聞得房內有呻吟之韻。寶玉倒唬了一跳:敢是美人活了不成?乃乍著膽子,舔破窗紙,向內一看——那軸美人卻不曾活,卻是茗煙按著一個女孩子,也幹那警幻所訓之事。寶玉禁不住大叫:“了不得!”一腳踹進門去,將那兩個唬開了,抖衣而顫。
茗煙見是寶玉,忙跪求不迭。寶玉道:“青天白日,這是怎麼說。珍大爺知道,你是死是活?”一面看那丫頭,雖不標致,倒還白淨,些微亦有動人處,羞的臉紅耳赤,低首無言。寶玉跺腳道:“還不快跑!”一語提醒了那丫頭,飛也似去了。寶玉又赶出去,叫道:“你別怕,我是不告訴人的。”急的茗煙在後叫:“祖宗,這是分明告訴人了!”寶玉因問:“那丫頭十幾歲了?”茗煙道:“大不過十六七歲了。”寶玉道:“連他的歲屬也不問問,別的自然越發不知了。可見他白認得你了。可怜,可怜!”又問:“名字叫什麼?”茗煙大笑道:“若說出名字來話長,真真新鮮奇文,竟是寫不出來的。据他說,他母親養他的時節做了個夢,夢見得了一匹錦,上面是五色富貴不斷頭卍字的花樣,所以他的名字叫作卍兒。”寶玉聽了笑道:“真也新奇,想必他將來有些造化。”說著,沉思一會。
茗煙因問:“二爺為何不看這樣的好戲?”寶玉道:“看了半日,怪煩的,出來逛逛,就遇見你們了。這會子作什麼呢?”茗煙嘻嘻笑道:“這會子沒人知道,我悄悄的引二爺往城外逛逛去,一會子再往這里來,他們就不知道了。”寶玉道:“不好,仔細花子拐了去。便是他們知道了,又鬧大了,不如往熟近些的地方去。還可就來。”茗煙道:“熟近地方,誰家可去?這卻難了。”寶玉笑道:“依我的主意,咱們竟找你花大姐姐去,瞧他在家作什麼呢。”茗煙笑道:“好,好!倒忘了他家。”又道:“若他們知道了,說我引著二爺胡走,要打我呢?”寶玉道:“有我呢。”茗煙聽說,拉了馬,二人從後門就走了。幸而襲人家不遠,不過一半里路程,展眼已到門前。茗煙先進去叫襲人之兄花自芳。彼時襲人之母接了襲人與幾個外甥女兒,幾個侄女兒來家,正吃果茶,聽見外面有人叫”花大哥”,花自芳忙出去看時,見是他主仆兩個,唬的驚疑不止,連忙抱下寶玉來,在院內嚷道:“寶二爺來了!”別人聽見還可,襲人聽了,也不知為何,忙跑出來迎著寶玉,一把拉著問:“你怎麼來了?”寶玉笑道:“我怪悶的,來瞧瞧你作什麼呢。”襲人聽了,才放下心來,嗐了一聲,笑道:“你也忒胡鬧了,可作什麼來呢!”一面又問茗煙:“還有誰跟來?”茗煙笑道:“別人都不知,就只有我們兩個。”襲人聽了,复又驚慌,說道:“這還了得!倘或碰見了人,或是遇見了老爺,街上人擠車碰,馬轎紛紛的,若有個閃失,也是頑得的!你們的膽子比斗還大。都是茗煙調唆的,回去我定告訴嬤嬤們打你。”茗煙撅了嘴道:“二爺罵著打著,叫我引了來,這會子推到我身上。我說別來罷,——不然我們還去罷。”花自芳忙勸:“罷了,已是來了,也不用多說了。只是茅檐草舍,又窄又髒,爺怎麼坐呢?”
襲人之母也早迎了出來。襲人拉了寶玉進去。寶玉見房中三五個女孩兒,見他進來,都低了頭,羞慚慚的。花自芳母子兩個百般怕寶玉冷,又讓他上炕,又忙另擺果桌,又忙倒好茶。襲人笑道:“你們不用白忙,我自然知道。果子也不用擺,也不敢亂給東西吃。”一面說,一面將自己的坐褥拿了舖在一個炕上,寶玉坐了,用自己的腳爐墊了腳,向荷包內取出兩個梅花香餅兒來,又將自己的手爐掀開焚上,仍蓋好,放與寶玉怀內,然後將自己的茶杯斟了茶,送與寶玉。彼時他母兄已是忙另齊齊整整擺上一桌子果品來。襲人見總無可吃之物,因笑道:“既來了,沒有空去之理,好歹嘗一點兒,也是來我家一趟。”說著,便拈了幾個松子穰,吹去細皮,用手帕托著送與寶玉。
寶玉看見襲人兩眼微紅,粉光融滑,因悄問襲人:“好好的哭什麼?”襲人笑道:“何嘗哭,才迷了眼揉的。”因此便遮掩過了。當下寶玉穿著大紅金蟒狐腋箭袖,外罩石青貂裘排穗褂。襲人道:“你特為往這里來又換新服,他們就不問你往那去的?”寶玉笑道:“珍大爺那里去看戲換的。”襲人點頭。又道:“坐一坐就回去罷,這個地方不是你來的。”寶玉笑道:“你就家去才好呢,我還替你留著好東西呢。”襲人悄笑道:“悄悄的,叫他們聽著什麼意思。”一面又伸手從寶玉項上將通靈玉摘了下來,向他姊妹們笑道:“你們見識見識。時常說起來都當希罕,恨不能一見,今兒可盡力瞧了。再瞧什麼希罕物兒,也不過是這麼個東西。”說畢,遞與他們傳看了一遍,仍與寶玉挂好。又命他哥哥去或雇一乘小轎,或雇一輛小車,送寶玉回去。花自芳道:“有我送去,騎馬也不妨了。”襲人道:“不為不妨,為的是碰見人。”花自芳忙去雇了一頂小轎來,眾人也不敢相留,只得送寶玉出去,襲人又抓果子與茗煙,又把些錢與他買花炮放,教他”不可告訴人,連你也有不是。”一直送寶玉至門前,看著上轎,放下轎帘。花,茗二人牽馬跟隨。來至宁府街,茗煙命住轎,向花自芳道:“須等我同二爺還到東府里混一混,才好過去的,不然人家就疑惑了。”花自芳聽說有理,忙將寶玉抱出轎來,送上馬去。寶玉笑說:“倒難為你了。”于是仍進後門來。俱不在話下。卻說寶玉自出了門,他房中這些丫鬟們都越性恣意的頑笑,也有赶圍棋的,也有擲骰抹牌的,磕了一地瓜子皮。偏奶母李嬤嬤拄拐進來請安,瞧瞧寶玉,見寶玉不在家,丫鬟們只顧玩鬧,十分看不過。因歎道:“只從我出去了,不大進來,你們越發沒個樣兒了,別的媽媽們越不敢說你們了。那寶玉是個丈八的燈台——照見人家,照不見自家的。只知嫌人家髒,這是他的屋子,由著你們糟塌,越不成体統了。”這些丫頭們明知寶玉不講究這些,二則李嬤嬤已是告老解事出去的了,如今管他們不著,因此只顧頑,并不理他。那李嬤嬤還只管問”寶玉如今一頓吃多少飯”,”什麼時辰睡覺”等語。丫頭們總胡亂答應。有的說:“好一個討厭的老貨!”
李嬤嬤又問道:“這蓋碗里是酥酪,怎不送與我去?我就吃了罷。”說畢,拿匙就吃。一個丫頭道:“快別動!那是說了給襲人留著的,回來又惹氣了。你老人家自己承認,別帶累我們受氣。”李嬤嬤聽了,又氣又愧,便說道:“我不信他這樣坏了。別說我吃了一碗牛奶,就是再比這個值錢的,也是應該的。難道待襲人比我還重?難道他不想想怎麼長大了?我的血變的奶,吃的長這麼大,如今我吃他一碗牛奶,他就生氣了?我偏吃了,看怎麼樣!你們看襲人不知怎樣,那是我手里調理出來的毛丫頭,什麼阿物兒!”一面說,一面賭氣將酥酪吃盡。又一丫頭笑道:“他們不會說話,怨不得你老人家生氣。寶玉還時常送東西孝敬你老去,豈有為這個不自在的。”李嬤嬤道:“你們也不必妝狐媚子哄我,打量上次為茶攆茜雪的事我不知道呢。明兒有了不是,我再來領!”說著,賭氣去了。
少時,寶玉回來,命人去接襲人。只見晴雯躺在床上不動,寶玉因問:“敢是病了?再不然輸了?”秋紋道:“他倒是贏的,誰知李老太太來了,混輸了,他氣的睡去了。”寶玉笑道:“你別和他一般見識,由他去就是了。”說著,襲人已來,彼此相見。襲人又問寶玉何處吃飯,多早晚回來,又代母妹問諸同伴姊妹好。一時換衣卸妝。寶玉命取酥酪來,丫鬟們回說:“李奶奶吃了。”寶玉才要說話,襲人便忙笑道:“原來是留的這個,多謝費心。前兒我吃的時候好吃,吃過了好肚子疼,足鬧的吐了才好。他吃了倒好,擱在這里倒白糟塌了。我只想風乾栗子吃,你替我剝栗子,我去舖床。”
寶玉聽了信以為真,方把酥酪丟開,取栗子來,自向燈前檢剝,一面見眾人不在房里,乃笑問襲人道:“今兒那個穿紅的是你什麼人?”襲人道:“那是我兩姨妹子。”寶玉聽了,贊歎了兩聲。襲人道:“歎什麼?我知道你心里的緣故,想是說他那里配紅的。”寶玉笑道:“不是,不是。那樣的不配穿紅的,誰還敢穿。我因為見他實在好的很,怎麼也得他在咱們家就好了。”襲人冷笑道:“我一個人是奴才命罷了,難道連我的親戚都是奴才命不成?定還要揀實在好的丫頭才往你家來。”寶玉聽了,忙笑道:“你又多心了。我說往咱們家來,必定是奴才不成?說親戚就使不得?”襲人道:“那也搬配不上。”寶玉便不肯再說,只是剝栗子。襲人笑道:“怎麼不言語了?想是我才冒撞沖犯了你,明兒賭氣花幾兩銀子買他們進來就是了。”寶玉笑道:“你說的話,怎麼叫我答言呢。我不過是贊他好,正配生在這深堂大院里,沒的我們這种濁物倒生在這里。”襲人道:“他雖沒這造化,倒也是嬌生慣養的呢,我姨爹姨娘的寶貝。如今十七歲,各樣的嫁妝都齊備了,明年就出嫁。”
寶玉聽了“出嫁”二字,不禁又嗐了兩聲,正是不自在,又聽襲人歎道:“只從我來這幾年,姊妹們都不得在一處。如今我要回去了,他們又都去了。”寶玉聽這話內有文章,不覺吃一驚,忙丟下栗子,問道:“怎麼,你如今要回去了?”襲人道:“我今兒聽見我媽和哥哥商議,叫我再耐煩一年,明年他們上來,就贖我出去的呢。”寶玉聽了這話,越發怔了,因問:“為什麼要贖你?”襲人道:“這話奇了!我又比不得是你這里的家生子兒,一家子都在別處,獨我一個人在這里,怎麼是個了局?”寶玉道:“我不叫你去也難。”襲人道:“從來沒這道理。便是朝廷宮里,也有個定例,或幾年一選,幾年一入,也沒有個長遠留下人的理,別說你了!”
寶玉想一想,果然有理。又道:“老太太不放你也難。”襲人道:“為什麼不放?我果然是個最難得的,或者感動了老太太,老太太必不放我出去的,設或多給我們家幾兩銀子,留下我,然或有之,其實我也不過是個平常的人,比我強的多而且多。自我從小兒來了,跟著老太太,先伏侍了史大姑娘幾年,如今又伏侍了你幾年。如今我們家來贖,正是該叫去的,只怕連身价也不要,就開恩叫我去呢。若說為伏侍的你好,不叫我去,斷然沒有的事。那伏侍的好,是分內應當的,不是什麼奇功。我去了,仍舊有好的來了,不是沒了我就不成事。”寶玉聽了這些話,竟是有去的理,無留的理,心內越發急了,因又道:“雖然如此說,我只一心留下你,不怕老太太不和你母親說,多多給你母親些銀子,他也不好意思接你了,”襲人道:“我媽自然不敢強。且漫說和他好說,又多給銀子,就便不好和他說,一個錢也不給,安心要強留下我,他也不敢不依。但只是咱們家從沒幹過這倚勢杖貴霸道的事,這比不得別的東西,因為你喜歡,加十倍利弄了來給你,那賣的人不得吃虧,可以行得。如今無故平空留下我,于你又無益,反叫我們骨肉分離,這件事,老太太,太太斷不肯行的。”寶玉聽了,思忖半晌,乃說道:“依你說,你是去定了?”襲人道:“去定了。”寶玉聽了,自思道:“誰知這樣一個人,這樣薄情無義。”乃歎道:“早知道都是要去的,我就不該弄了來,臨了剩我一個孤鬼兒。”說著,便賭氣上床睡去了。原來襲人在家,聽見他母兄要贖他回去,他就說至死也不回去的。又說:“當日原是你們沒飯吃,就剩我還值幾兩銀子,若不叫你們賣,沒有個看著老子娘餓死的理。如今幸而賣到這個地方,吃穿和主子一樣,也不朝打暮罵。況且如今爹雖沒了,你們卻又整理的家成業就,复了元氣。若果然還艱難,把我贖出來,再多掏澄幾個錢,也還罷了,其實又不難了。這會子又贖我作什麼?權當我死了,再不必起贖我的念頭!”因此哭鬧了一陣。
他母兄見他這般堅執,自然必不出來的了。況且原是賣倒的死契,明仗著賈宅是慈善寬厚之家,不過求一求,只怕身价銀一并賞了這是有的事呢。二則,賈府中從不曾作踐下人,只有恩多威少的。且凡老少房中所有親侍的女孩子們,更比待家下眾人不同,平常寒薄人家的小姐,也不能那樣尊重的。因此,他母子兩個也就死心不贖了。次後忽然寶玉去了,他二人又是那般景況,他母子二人心下更明白了,越發石頭落了地,而且是意外之想,彼此放心,再無贖念了。
如今且說襲人自幼見寶玉性格异常,其淘氣憨頑自是出于眾小兒之外,更有幾件千奇百怪口不能言的毛病兒。近來仗著祖母溺愛,父母亦不能十分嚴緊拘管,更覺放蕩弛縱,任性恣情,最不喜務正。每欲勸時,料不能聽,今日可巧有贖身之論,故先用騙詞,以探其情,以壓其氣,然後好下箴規。今見他默默睡去了,知其情有不忍,氣已餒墮,自己原不想栗子吃的,只因怕為酥酪又生事故,亦如茜雪之茶等事,是以假以栗子為由,混過寶玉不提就完了。于是命小丫頭們將栗子拿去吃了,自己來推寶玉。只見寶玉淚痕滿面,襲人便笑道:“這有什麼傷心的,你果然留我,我自然不出去了。”寶玉見這話有文章,便說道”“你倒說說,我還要怎麼留你,我自己也難說了。”襲人笑道:“咱們素日好處,再不用說。但今日你安心留我,不在這上頭。我另說出兩三件事來,你果然依了我,就是你真心留我了,刀擱在脖子上,我也是不出去的了。”
寶玉忙笑道:“你說,那幾件?我都依你。好姐姐,好親姐姐別說兩三件,就是兩三百件,我也依。只求你們同看著我,守著我,等我有一日化成了飛灰,——飛灰還不好,灰還有形有跡,還有知識。——等我化成一股輕煙,風一吹便散了的時候,你們也管不得我,我也顧不得你們了。那時憑我去,我也憑你們愛那里去就去了。”話未說完,急的襲人忙握他的嘴,說:“好好的,正為勸你這些,倒更說的狠了。”寶玉忙說道:“再不說這話了。”襲人道:“這是頭一件要改的。”寶玉道:“改了,再要說,你就擰嘴。還有什麼?”
襲人道:“第二件,你真喜讀書也罷,假喜也罷,只是在老爺跟前或在別人跟前,你別只管批駁誚謗,只作出個喜讀書的樣子來,也教老爺少生些氣,在人前也好說嘴。他心里想著,我家代代讀書,只從有了你,不承望你不喜讀書,已經他心里又氣又愧了。而且背前背後亂說那些混話,凡讀書上進的人,你就起個名字叫作‘祿蠹’,又說只除‘明明德’外無書,都是前人自己不能解圣人之書,便另出己意,混編纂出來的。這些話,怎麼怨得老爺不氣,不時時打你。叫別人怎麼想你?”寶玉笑道:“再不說了,那原是小時不知天高地厚,信口胡說,如今再不敢說了。還有什麼?”
襲人道:“再不可毀僧謗道,調脂弄粉。還有更要緊的一件,再不許吃人嘴上擦的胭脂了,與那愛紅的毛病兒。”寶玉道:“都改,都改。再有什麼,快說。”襲人笑道:“再也沒有了。只是百事檢點些,不任意任情的就是了。你若果都依了,便拿八人轎也抬不出我去了。”寶玉笑道:“你在這里長遠了,不怕沒八人轎你坐。”襲人冷笑道:“這我可不希罕的。有那個福氣,沒有那個道理。縱坐了,也沒甚趣。”
二人正說著,只見秋紋走進來,說:“快三更了,該睡了。方才老太太打發嬤嬤來問,我答應睡了。”寶玉命取表來看時,果然針已指到亥正,方從新盥漱,寬衣安歇,不在話下。至次日清晨,襲人起來,便覺身体發重,頭疼目脹,四肢火熱。先時還掙扎的住,次後捱不住,只要睡著,因而和衣躺在炕上。寶玉忙回了賈母,傳醫診視,說道:“不過偶感風寒,吃一兩劑藥疏散疏散就好了。”開方去後,令人取藥來煎好,剛服下去,命他蓋上被渥汗,寶玉自去黛玉房中來看視。
彼時黛玉自在床上歇午,丫鬟們皆出去自便,滿屋內靜悄悄的,寶玉揭起繡線軟帘,進入里間,只見黛玉睡在那里,忙走上來推他道:“好妹妹,才吃了飯,又睡覺。”將黛玉喚醒。黛玉見是寶玉,因說道:“你且出去逛逛。我前兒鬧了一夜,今兒還沒有歇過來,渾身酸疼。”寶玉道:“酸疼事小,睡出來的病大。我替你解悶兒,混過困去就好了。”黛玉只合著眼,說道:“我不困,只略歇歇兒,你且別處去鬧會子再來。”寶玉推他道:“我往那去呢,見了別人就怪膩的。”
黛玉聽了,嗤的一聲笑道:“你既要在這里,那邊去老老實實的坐著,咱們說話兒。”寶玉道:“我也歪著。”黛玉道:“你就歪著。”寶玉道:“沒有枕頭,咱們在一個枕頭上。”黛玉道:“放屁!外頭不是枕頭?拿一個來枕著。”寶玉出至外間,看了一看,回來笑道:“那個我不要,也不知是那個髒婆子的。”黛玉聽了,睜開眼,起身笑道:“真真你就是我命中的‘天魔星’!請枕這一個。”說著,將自己枕的推與寶玉,又起身將自己的再拿了一個來,自己枕了,二人對面倒下。
黛玉因看見寶玉左邊腮上有鈕扣大小的一塊血漬,便欠身湊近前來,以手撫之細看,又道:“這又是誰的指甲刮破了?”寶玉側身,一面躲,一面笑道:“不是刮的,只怕是才剛替他們淘漉胭脂膏子,蹭上了一點兒。”說著,便找手帕子要揩拭。黛玉便用自己的帕子替他揩拭了,口內說道:“你又幹這些事了。幹也罷了,必定還要帶出幌子來。便是舅舅看不見,別人看見了,又當奇事新鮮話兒去學舌討好兒,吹到舅舅耳朵里,又該大家不乾淨惹氣。”
寶玉總未聽見這些話,只聞得一股幽香,卻是從黛玉袖中發出,聞之令人醉魂酥骨。寶玉一把便將黛玉的袖子拉住,要瞧籠著何物。黛玉笑道:“冬寒十月,誰帶什麼香呢。”寶玉笑道:“既然如此,這香是那里來的?”黛玉道:“連我也不知道。想必是柜子里頭的香氣,衣服上熏染的也未可知。”寶玉搖頭道:“未必,這香的氣味奇怪,不是那些香餅子,香毬子,香袋子的香。”黛玉冷笑道:“難道我也有什麼‘羅漢’‘真人’給我些香不成?便是得了奇香,也沒有親哥哥親兄弟弄了花兒,朵兒,霜兒,雪兒替我炮制。我有的是那些俗香罷了。”
寶玉笑道:“凡我說一句,你就拉上這麼些,不給你個利害,也不知道,從今兒可不饒你了。說著翻身起來,將兩只手呵了兩口,便伸手向黛玉膈肢窩內兩肋下亂撓。黛玉素性触痒不禁,寶玉兩手伸來亂撓,便笑的喘不過氣來,口里說:“寶玉,你再鬧,我就惱了。”寶玉方住了手,笑問道:“你還說這些不說了?”黛玉笑道:“再不敢了。”一面理鬢笑道:“我有奇香,你有‘暖香’沒有?”
寶玉見問,一時解不來,因問:“什麼‘暖香’?”黛玉點頭歎笑道:“蠢才,蠢才!你有玉,人家就有金來配你,人家有‘冷香’,你就沒有‘暖香’去配?”寶玉方聽出來。寶玉笑道:“方才求饒,如今更說狠了。”說著,又去伸手。黛玉忙笑道:“好哥哥,我可不敢了。”寶玉笑道:“饒便饒你,只把袖子我聞一聞。”說著,便拉了袖子籠在面上,聞個不住。黛玉奪了手道:“這可該去了。”寶玉笑道:“去,不能。咱們斯斯文文的躺著說話兒。”說著,复又倒下。黛玉也倒下。用手帕子蓋上臉。寶玉有一搭沒一搭的說些鬼話,黛玉只不理。寶玉問他幾歲上京,路上見何景致古跡,揚州有何遺跡故事,土俗民風。黛玉只不答。
寶玉只怕他睡出病來,便哄他道:“噯喲!你們揚州衙門里有一件大故事,你可知道?”黛玉見他說的鄭重,且又正言厲色,只當是真事,因問:“什麼事?”寶玉見問,便忍著笑順口謅道:“揚州有一座黛山。山上有個林子洞。”黛玉笑道:“就是扯謊,自來也沒聽見這山。”寶玉道:“天下山水多著呢,你那里知道這些不成。等我說完了,你再批評。”黛玉道:“你且說。”寶玉又謅道:“林子洞里原來有群耗子精。那一年腊月初七日,老耗子升座議事,因說:‘明日乃是腊八,世上人都熬腊八粥。如今我們洞中果品短少,須得趁此打劫些來方妙。’乃拔令箭一枝,遣一能幹的小耗前去打聽。一時小耗回報:‘各處察訪打聽已畢,惟有山下廟里果米最多。’老耗問:“米有幾樣?果有幾品?’小耗道:‘米豆成倉,不可胜記。果品有五种:一紅棗,二栗子,三落花生,四菱角,五香芋。’老耗聽了大喜,即時點耗前去。乃拔令箭問:‘誰去偷米?’一耗便接令去偷米。又拔令箭問:‘誰去偷豆?’又一耗接令去偷豆。然後一一的都各領令去了。只剩了香芋一种,因又拔令箭問:‘誰去偷香芋?’只見一個极小极弱的小耗應道:‘我願去偷香芋。’老耗并眾耗見他這樣,恐不諳練,且怯懦無力,都不准他去。小耗道:“我雖年小身弱,卻是法術無邊,口齒伶俐,机謀深遠。此去管比他們偷的還巧呢。’眾耗忙問:‘如何比他們巧呢?’小耗道:“我不學他們直偷。我只搖身一變,也變成個香芋,滾在香芋堆里,使人看不出,聽不見,卻暗暗的用分身法搬運,漸漸的就搬運盡了。豈不比直偷硬取的巧些?’眾耗聽了,都道:‘妙卻妙,只是不知怎麼個變法,你先變個我們瞧瞧。’小耗聽了,笑道:‘這個不難,等我變來。’說畢,搖身說‘變’,竟變了一個最標致美貌的一位小姐。眾耗忙笑道:‘變錯了,變錯了。原說變果子的,如何變出小姐來?’小耗現形笑道:‘我說你們沒見世面,只認得這果子是香芋,卻不知鹽課林老爺的小姐才是真正的香玉呢。’”
黛玉聽了,翻身爬起來,按著寶玉笑道:“我把你爛了嘴的!我就知道你是編我呢。”說著,便擰的寶玉連連央告,說:“好妹妹,饒我罷,再不敢了!我因為聞你香,忽然想起這個故典來。”黛玉笑道:“饒罵了人,還說是故典呢。”
一語未了,只見寶釵走來,笑問:“誰說故典呢?我也聽聽。”黛玉忙讓坐,笑道:“你瞧瞧,有誰!他饒罵了人,還說是故典。”寶釵笑道:“原來是寶兄弟,怨不得他,他肚子里的故典原多。只是可惜一件,凡該用故典之時,他偏就忘了。有今日記得的,前兒夜里的芭蕉詩就該記得。眼面前的倒想不起來,別人冷的那樣,你急的只出汗。這會子偏又有記性了。”黛玉聽了笑道:“阿彌陀佛!到底是我的好姐姐,你一般也遇見對子了。可知一還一報,不爽不錯的。”剛說到這里,只聽寶玉房中一片聲嚷,吵鬧起來。正是——
情切切良宵花解語,意綿綿靜日玉生香。
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