Chapter 118

第118回 · Dream of the Red Chamber

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Chapter 118

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Chapter 118

A Brother and Sister-in-Law Exploit a Helpless Girl over a Petty Grudge; Wife and Concubine Remonstrate with a Maddening Riddle

When Lady Xing and Lady Wang heard Madam You's words, they knew the situation could not be reversed. Lady Wang had no choice but to say, "It is your inborn karma from a past life to wish to do good deeds. We truly cannot stop you. But for a girl of our family to leave home and become a nun would be unseemly. Now your sister-in-law has given you permission to cultivate yourself, and that is well and good. But there is one thing to say. You need not shave your head. As long as your heart is sincere, that matters more than what happens to your hair. Think of Miaoyu—she cultivates herself without shaving her head. Who knows what worldly thoughts stirred in her that led to such a state? Since you are set on this course, we shall simply consider the house you live in as your meditation chamber. All the maids who serve you must also be asked: those willing to follow you need not be spoken of for marriage or given in marriage; those unwilling will be dealt with otherwise."

When Xichun heard this, she wiped her tears and bowed to thank Lady Xing, Lady Wang, Li Wan, and Madam You. Lady Wang then asked Caiping and the others which of them was willing to accompany the young lady in her cultivation. Caiping and the others replied, "Whichever the ladies appoint." Lady Wang knew they were unwilling and was just considering whom to assign when Xiren, standing behind Baoyu, expected that he would surely burst into loud weeping, guarding against his old affliction. Who could have known that Baoyu would instead sigh and say, "Truly rare indeed!" Xiren's heart was all the more grieved. Though Baochai said nothing, she tested him on various matters and saw that he was obstinately deluded, so she could only weep in secret. Lady Wang was about to summon all the maids for questioning when Zijuan stepped forward and knelt before Lady Wang, saying, "Just now the ladies asked which of the older sisters would accompany Fourth Young Lady. What do the ladies think of this one?" Lady Wang said, "How can anyone be forced into this? Whoever is willing will naturally say so." Zijuan said, "That the young lady wishes to cultivate herself is of course her own desire and not the wish of the other sisters. I have a word to say to the ladies. I am not trying to separate the sisters—each person has her own heart. I served Miss Lin for all this time. How Miss Lin treated me, the ladies know well. Her kindness was truly as weighty as a mountain, beyond any repayment. When she died, I wished I could have followed her. But she was not of this household, and I have received the grace of our masters, making it hard for me to die in her service. Now that Fourth Young Lady wishes to cultivate herself, I beg the ladies to assign me to follow her and serve her all my life. I do not know whether the ladies will grant this. If they do, it will be my good fortune."

Before Lady Xing and Lady Wang could reply, Baoyu, hearing this, thought of Daiyu and was overcome with sorrow, tears falling at once. Just as the others were about to ask him what was wrong, he burst into loud laughter and stepped forward, saying, "I should not have spoken. But Zijuan was assigned by the ladies to my quarters, so I dare to speak. I beg the ladies to grant her wish and fulfill her good heart."

Lady Wang said, "When your sisters married before, you wept as though you would die. Now seeing that Fourth Sister wishes to leave home, you not only fail to dissuade her but call it a good thing. What exactly is your meaning? I am utterly at a loss."

Baoyu said, "Fourth Sister's cultivation has already been approved, and Fourth Sister has also made up her mind. If this is truly so, I have a word to tell the ladies. If it is not settled, I would not dare to speak rashly."

Xichun said, "Second Brother's words are quite amusing. If a person's will is not fixed, can she go against the ladies? Like Zijuan said, if she is allowed, it is my good fortune; if not, there is still death. What is there to fear? Second Brother, if you have something to say, just say it."

Baoyu said, "This hardly counts as revealing anything—it is also a certainty. Let me recite a poem for you to hear!"

The others said, "People are suffering, and you come making poetry. How provoking!"

Baoyu said, "I am not making poetry. I saw it at a certain place. Just listen."

The others said, "Very well. Recite it, but don't babble nonsense off the top of your head."

Baoyu did not argue but recited:

*She has seen through the fleeting spring of the three sisters,*

*And suddenly changed her silk robes for a nun's dark dress.*

*Pitiful, this daughter of a noble house with embroidered gates,*

*Alone she sleeps beside the ancient Buddha and his cold green lamp!*

Li Wan and Baochai were astonished. "This is bad," they said, "the man has lost his mind."

When Lady Wang heard these words, she nodded and sighed, then asked Baoyu, "Where on earth did you read that?"

Baoyu, not daring to tell, replied, "There's no need for you, madam, to ask. I have my own sources of insight."

Lady Wang turned the matter over in her mind, reflected carefully, and then wept all the more. "You said the other day it was just idle talk, so how did this poem suddenly come about? Very well, I understand now. What would you have me do? I have no way out either. I can only let you have my way! But wait until my eyes are closed, and then each of you can go your own way!"

While Baochai tried to comfort her, her own heart ached worse than if it were being cut with a knife, and she too could not help but burst out weeping. Xiren had already been crying as if she were between life and death, but fortunately Qiūwén supported her. Baoyu neither wept nor tried to comfort anyone; he simply said nothing. When Jia Lan and Jia Huan heard this, they each went their separate ways.

Li Wan did her best to explain: "It's simply that Brother Bao saw Sister Xiu cultivating herself, and I suppose he was so overcome with grief that he spoke wild words without thinking. This cannot be taken as reliable. Only the matter of Zijuan—whether it's approved or not—needs to be settled so she can get up."

Lady Wang said, "It doesn't matter whether it's approved or not. Once a person's mind is made up, there's no turning them around. Still, what Baoyu said seems quite definite."

Zijuan, upon hearing this, kowtowed. Xi-chun thanked Lady Wang. Zijuan then kowtowed to Baoyu and Baochai.

Baoyu chanted, "Ami-tuo-fo! Remarkable, remarkable! I never expected you to find peace first!"

Though Baochai had her composure, she could barely maintain it. Only Xiren, unable to contain herself with Lady Wang present, wept without stopping and said, "I'm willing to follow Sister Xiu to cultivate myself too."

Baoyu smiled and said, "You mean well, but you're not destined for such pure blessedness."

Xiren cried, "In that case, I'm going to die!"

When Baoyu heard this, he felt a pang of sorrow but could not bring himself to speak. By then it was the fifth watch, so Baoyu asked Lady Wang to rest, and Li Wan and the others dispersed. Cǎipíng and the others temporarily waited on Xi-chun and escorted her back; later she was betrothed to a family. Zijuan served her for life, never wavering in her devotion. But this belongs to a later chapter of the story.

Now let us return to Jia Zheng, who had been escorting the Dowager's coffin on its journey south. Because troops returning from campaign and their boats were passing through, the river was congested and they could not travel quickly, which caused him great anxiety on the road. Fortunately, he encountered an official from the maritime frontier who reported that the naval commander-in-chief of Zhenhai had been summoned back to the capital for an audience. Thinking that Chun-Tan would surely be returning home, this news somewhat relieved his worries. But as he could not find out the date of her departure, he grew even more vexed. Then, calculating that their funds would not suffice, he had no choice but to write a letter and send a servant to Shang-Rong Lai's post to borrow five hundred taels of silver, instructing someone to meet them along the way with the money for their needs.

The servant had been gone several days, and Jia Zheng's boat had only traveled a score of li or so when the man caught up with the boat and presented Shang-Rong Lai's reply. In the letter, Lai complained of many difficulties and enclosed fifty taels of white silver.

Jia Zheng was furious when he read it. He ordered the servant to return the money immediately and send the original letter back, telling Lai not to bother himself. The servant had no choice but to return to Shang-Rong Lai's post.

When Shang-Rong Lai received back his letter and silver, he was vexed, knowing he had handled the matter poorly. He added another hundred taels and begged the messenger to bring it back and put in a good word for him. But the man refused to take it, set it down, and left.

Shang-Rong Lai felt uneasy at once and immediately wrote a letter home to inform his father, asking him to find some way to resign and buy himself out of his position. Thereupon the Lai family asked Jia Qiang and Jia Yun to beg Lady Wang to show mercy and release him. Jia Qiang knew perfectly well this was impossible, but after a day's delay he reported back that Lady Wang had refused. While the Lai family submitted their resignation, they also sent someone to Shang-Rong Lai's post, instructing him to resign on grounds of illness. Lady Wang knew nothing of this.

When Jia Yun heard Jia Qiang's false report, he lost heart. For several days running he had lost a good deal of silver gambling away from home, with nothing to cover his debts, so he consulted Jia Huan. Jia Huan himself hadn't a penny to his name; though Aunt Zhao had saved a small sum, he had long since squandered it and was in no position to help anyone. He thought of how harsh Feng-Jie had been to him and wanted to take revenge on Qiao-Jie while Jia Lian was away. So he came up with this scheme and summoned Jia Yun to carry it out. He deliberately complained to Jia Yun, "You're grown men, yet when it comes to making money you don't dare act, and instead you consult someone like me who hasn't a cent."

Jia Yun said, "Third Uncle, that's a funny thing for you to say. We've always played and fooled together—what money-making schemes have we ever had?"

Jia Huan said, "Didn't someone say the other day that a foreign prince wants to buy a concubine? Why don't you discuss it with Uncle Wang and propose Qiao-Jie to him?"

Jia Yun said, "Uncle, let me say something that may upset you: when a foreign prince spends money to buy a person, do you think he'll still want to have any dealings with us?"

Jia Huan whispered something in Jia Yun's ear. Though Jia Yun nodded, he took Jia Huan for a child and didn't treat the matter seriously.

Just then Wang Ren came by and said, "What are you two plotting, keeping it from me?"

Jia Yun whispered Jia Huan's words in his ear. Wang Ren clapped his hands and said, "This is a fine opportunity, and there's money in it too. I'm afraid you don't have the nerve, but if you dare do it, I'm her real uncle—I have the authority. If Third Huan just mentions it to the Eldest Lady, and I talk to Uncle Xing, and when the ladies question you, you all put together a good story, it will work."

After Jia Huan and the others had settled on their plan, Wang Ren went to find Uncle Xing, while Jia Yun went to report to Lady Xing and Lady Wang, painting the picture in the most glowing terms.

Though Lady Wang found Lady Xing's words not unpleasing, she could not bring herself to believe them. When Lady Xing heard that her brother Xing Dalao knew about the matter and was willing to help, she sent someone to fetch him and question him. This Xing Dalao, having already heard Wang Ren's account and scenting a share of the profits, said to Lady Xing, "This prince commands the greatest respect. If this match goes through, even though it may not be a proper principal wife, I guarantee that once she crosses the threshold, your brother-in-law's official post will be restored at once, and the prestige of this household will be greater than ever." Lady Xing was a woman of no firm convictions, and after being fed a string of lies by her foolish brother, her heart was stirred. She invited Wang Ren to come and question him, and he made it all sound even more splendid. Lady Xing then sent someone to chase after Jia Yun and instruct him. Wang Ren immediately found someone to go and make the proposal to the foreign prince's residence. The foreign prince, not knowing the full story, was about to send people to come and inspect the girl. Jia Yun managed to get to the inspector and explained, "This has been kept secret from the whole household—it is simply the prince's household seeking a match. Once it is settled, her grandmother will take charge, and with her own uncle as the go-between, there is nothing to fear." The inspector agreed. Jia Yun then sent word to Lady Xing and reported back to Lady Wang. Li Wan, Baochai, and the others, not knowing the full story, assumed it was a good thing and were all delighted.

That day several women indeed arrived, gorgeously dressed and made up. Lady Xing received them and exchanged some pleasantries with them. The visitors, knowing they were in the presence of a titled lady, did not dare treat her casually. As the matter had not yet been settled, Lady Xing said nothing to Qiaojie about it; she merely told her that some relatives had come to visit and asked her to go and greet them. Qiaojie, after all, was only a child and gave no thought to such things; she went along with her nurse. Ping'er, uneasy, followed as well. There were two women dressed in palace attire who, upon seeing Qiaojie, examined her from head to toe, then rose to take her hands and look her over once more. They sat briefly and then left. Qiaojie was so embarrassed that she went back to her room feeling troubled, thinking she had no such relatives, and questioned Ping'er. Ping'er, having observed the manner of their arrival, guessed with near certainty that they had come to inspect her for a match. "But Master Lian is not at home, and the Elder Lady is making the decision. After all, we don't know which household this is. If it were a proper match, they wouldn't go about inspecting her like this. Judging by the look of those women, they don't seem to be from the main branch of the princely household—they seem to be from some outside connection. For now, we mustn't tell the young lady; let us find out more before we speak."

Ping'er kept her ears open and made discreet inquiries. The maids and old nurses there had all served under Ping'er before, and when she asked them, they told her everything they had heard from outside. Ping'er was so frightened that she lost her head. Though she did not tell Qiaojie, she hurried to inform Li Wan and Baochai and begged them to tell Lady Wang. Lady Wang, realizing this was no good, spoke to Lady Xing about it. But Lady Xing, having believed her brother and Wang Ren, now suspected that Lady Wang meant her no good. She said, "My granddaughter is grown now. Lian'er is not at home, and I can make this decision. Besides, it was her own granduncle and her own uncle who looked into this matter—could their information be less reliable than anyone else's? I am perfectly willing. If anything goes wrong, neither Lian'er nor I can blame anyone else!"

Lady Wang, hearing these words, was secretly furious. She forced herself to exchange a few more pleasantries, then left. She told Baochai what had happened and shed tears. Baoyu tried to comfort her, "Don't let it trouble you, Mother. In my view this will never come to pass. This is simply what Qiaojie's fate has in store for her. All you can do is refuse to have any part in it." Lady Wang said, "The moment you open your mouth, it's nonsense. They've already agreed and will come to take her away. If I follow Ping'er's advice, won't your Second Brother Lian blame me? It's not just my own grandniece—even if it were a relative's daughter, I would want what's good for her. Miss Xing, whom we matched with your second elder brother-in-law, is now living happily and harmoniously. Miss Qin, married into the Mei family, is said to be living in plenty and comfort. As for Miss Shi, it was her uncle's idea; it was good at first, but now her husband has died of consumption, and your Cousin Shi has resolved to remain a widow—she is suffering. If Qiaojie is wrongly given to someone, wouldn't that make me a bad person?" Just then Ping'er came to see Baochai and to sound out Lady Xing's intentions. Lady Wang repeated what Lady Xing had said. Ping'er stood stunned for a long while, then knelt and begged, "Qiaojie's whole life depends on you, my lady. If you believe those people's words, not only will the young lady suffer all her life, but what will Master Lian say when he returns?" Lady Wang said, "You are a sensible person. Stand up and listen to me. Qiaojie is, after all, the Elder Lady's granddaughter. If she insists on making the decision, how can I stop her?" Baoyu urged, "There's no harm in it—as long as we understand the situation." Ping'er, afraid that Baoyu might lose his wits and start shouting, said nothing more. She reported back to Lady Wang and left on her own.

Here, Lady Wang, vexed and troubled, felt a pang of heartache. She had a maid support her as she made her way with effort back to her own rooms and lay down. She told them not not to send Baoyu or Baochai over, saying that a little rest would set things right. Yet she herself remained troubled and distressed; when she heard that Aunt Li had come, she was too unwell to receive her. Then Jia Lan came in, paid his respects, and reported, "This morning, a servant was sent from Grandfather's place with a letter, handed in by the outer pages. My mother received it and was just about to come over, but since my grandmother arrived, she told me to present it to you first, and she will come afterward to report to you. She also said my grandmother intends to come over." As he spoke, he handed the letter up. Lady Wang took it and asked, "Why has your grandmother come?" Jia Lan said, "I don't know myself. I only heard my grandmother say that some news had come from the mother-in-law of my third aunt." Lady Wang, upon hearing this, recalled that previously a match had been arranged between Jia Zhenyu and Li Qi, and the betrothal gifts had since been exchanged. She supposed the Zhen family was now preparing to bring the bride into the household, and that was why Aunt Li had come to discuss the matter. She nodded. Then she broke open the seal and read:

"Along the route lately, the waters have been filled with vessels returning from victorious campaigns along the coast, so we cannot make rapid progress. I hear that Tanshi has come to the capital with her husband and father-in-law—I do not know whether you have received word. Previously, from Lian's letter, I learned that the Elder Master's health is not good; I do not know whether you have had further reliable news. The examination is near for Baoyu and Lan; they must apply themselves wholeheartedly to their studies and must not be idle or lax. It will still be some time before the old lady's coffin reaches home. My health is sound; you need not worry on my account. Let Baoyu and the others know this. Written by my hand, [date]. Jin'er sends a separate report."

When Lady Wang had read it, she handed it back to Jia Lan, saying, "Take it and show it to your second uncle, then give it back to your mother." Even as she spoke, Li Wan entered with Aunt Li. After the greetings and inquiries after health were finished, Lady Wang invited them to sit. Aunt Li then related in full the news that the Zhen family was to marry Li Qi. The group discussed the matter for a while. Then Li Wan asked Lady Wang, "Have you read the Master's letter, madam?" Lady Wang said, "I have read it." Jia Lan at once took it and showed it to his mother. Li Wan read it and said, "The Third Miss has been away from home for several years and has not visited once. Now she is returning to the capital—you must feel considerably relieved, madam." Lady Wang said, "I was suffering from heartache, but when I heard that Tanshi was coming back, I felt somewhat better. I only do not know when she will arrive." Aunt Li then asked how Jia Zheng was faring on the road. Li Wan turned to Jia Lan and said, "You have seen it, my boy—the examination is near, and your grandfather is anxious about you. Go quickly and take it to your second uncle to read." Aunt Li said, "Neither father nor son has ever attended the Imperial Academy—how can they sit for the examination?" Lady Wang said, "When your father-in-law set out for his post as Grain Commissioner, he obtained the rank of jiansheng for both of them by special dispensation." Aunt Li nodded. Jia Lan took the letter and went out in search of Baoyu.

After seeing Lady Wang off, Baoyu sat absorbed in a chapter of the *Autumn Waters*. Baochai emerged from the inner room and, seeing him lost in the book, came over to look. When she saw what he was reading, a deep unease settled in her heart. She reflected: *He treats these words about renouncing the world and withdrawing from society as a serious matter. This cannot go on.* Judging by his manner, she saw that persuasion would be futile, so she sat down beside him, gazing blankly into space.

Baoyu noticed her expression and asked, "What's troubling you again?"

Baochai replied, "I think this: since we are husband and wife, you are my lifelong support and reliance—but not merely in the private matters of passion. As for glory, wealth, and honour, they are nothing but passing clouds and smoke. Yet since ancient times, the sages have always placed the greatest weight on the foundation of one's character."

Before she could finish, Baoyu set the book aside and smiled faintly. "You speak of the foundation of character and ancient sages. But do you know that the sages spoke of 'not losing the heart of a newborn babe'? What is so wonderful about a babe? Simply that it has no knowledge, no awareness, no greed, no desire. From the moment we are born, we are mired in greed, anger, folly, and desire—like mud in a bog. How can we break free from this net of dust? Only now do I understand the four words 'gathering and scattering, floating life.' The ancients said them, but never truly awakened a single soul. When you speak of the foundation of character, who among us has reached that state of primal origin?"

Baochai responded, "When you speak of the 'heart of a newborn babe,' the ancient sages took loyalty and filial piety as the heart of a newborn babe—not withdrawing from the world and cutting all ties. Yao, Shun, Yu, Tang, the Duke of Zhou, and Confucius—all of them took the salvation and relief of the people as their constant purpose. What they called the heart of a newborn babe is nothing more than the two words 'cannot bear.' If what you just said is right—that one can bear to abandon the bonds of family—what kind of principle is that?"

Baoyu nodded and smiled. "Yao and Shun did not force Chao Fu and Xu You; King Wu and the Duke of Zhou did not force Bo Yi and Shu Qi."

Before he could finish, Baochai cut in: "That remark of yours is even more wrong. If everyone in ancient times had been a Chao Fu or a Bo Yi, why do people today still call Yao, Shun, the Duke of Zhou, and Confucius sages? Besides, comparing yourself to Bo Yi and Shu Qi is even more absurd. Bo Yi and Shu Qi lived in the final years of the Shang dynasty, when there were many difficult circumstances, and that is why they took refuge in withdrawal. We live in an age of sage governance. Our family has received the grace of the state for generations. Our grandfather lived in silks and jade feasts. And from the moment you were born, from the old Grandmother down to the Master and the Mistress, they have treasured you as something precious. Think carefully about what you just said—is it right or wrong?"

Baoyu said nothing in reply, only tilting his head with a faint smile.

Baochai pressed on: "Since you have no argument left, I urge you to pull yourself together and apply yourself properly to your studies. If you can succeed in the examinations, and stop there, you will not have wasted the grace of Heaven and the virtue of your ancestors."

Baoyu nodded, sighed, and said, "As for passing the examinations—that isn't really so difficult. But your words 'stop there, not wasting the grace of Heaven and the virtue of your ancestors'—those still miss the point entirely."

Before Baochai could respond, Xiren came over and said, "Just now, the Second Lady spoke of ancient sages worthies, and we don't understand such things. I only think of this: all of us have followed the Second Master since childhood, with such painstaking care, attending to his every need. In principle, it's what we ought to do, but the Second Master ought also to show some consideration. Besides, the Second Lady has performed such filial duty before the Master and the Mistress on the Second Master's behalf. Even if the Second Master does not take the marriage bond seriously, he should not be so ungrateful to others' feelings. As for that business of immortals—it's pure nonsense. Who has ever seen an immortal come down to the mortal world? Where did this monk come from, spouting such confused talk, and the Second Master actually believes it! The Second Master is a scholar—how can his words carry more weight than those of the Master and the Mistress!"

Baoyu listened and said nothing, only lowering his head.

When Xiren was about to speak again, she heard footsteps outside, and a voice asked through the window, "Is Second Uncle in the room?" Baoyu recognized it as Jia Lan's voice, stood up and smiled, "Come in." Baochai also rose. Jia Lan entered with a beaming face, paid his respects to Baoyu and Baochai, and asked after Xiren's health—Xiren returned the greeting—then presented a letter for Baoyu to read. Baoyu took it and looked at it, then said, "Your Third Aunt has come back." Jia Lan said, "Since Grandfather wrote it this way, naturally she has returned." Baoyu nodded without speaking, lost in thought. Jia Lan then asked, "Did you see what Grandfather wrote at the end, telling us to study hard? I suppose you haven't written any essays this whole time?" Baoyu smiled, "I should write a few to warm up my hands, so I can go deceive the examiners and get that degree." Jia Lan said, "If that's the case, Uncle, why not set a few topics, and I'll follow you and write along too, so I can go in and muddle through the exam. Otherwise I'll hand in a blank paper and people will laugh at me. Not only will they laugh at me, they'll laugh at you too." Baoyu said, "It won't come to that." As he spoke, Baochai told Jia Lan to sit down. Baoyu remained in his original seat; Jia Lan sat to the side. The two discussed literature for a while, and before long both were beaming with delight. Baochai saw the two of them talking so happily and went back inside. She reflected carefully on Baoyu's present demeanor—perhaps he had come to his senses. But just now, when he spoke, he had singled out the phrase "from this point on" and given it his assent—she did not know what that meant. Baochai remained uncertain. Only Xiren, seeing that he loved to talk about literature and mentioned the examination with such pleasure, was overjoyed. She thought, "Amida Buddha! What a relief! It was like teaching him the Four Books all over again to bring him around!"

Here Baoyu and Jia Lan discussed literature, while Ying'er brewed tea. Jia Lan stood up to receive it. They talked for a while longer about the rules of the examination and about inviting Zhen Baoyu to study together; Baoyu seemed quite willing. After a time, Jia Lan left, leaving the letter with Baoyu.

Baoyu took the letter, walked in with a smile, and gave it to Sheyue to put away. He then came out and put away his copy of *Zhuangzi*, and took out several works he had always been most fond of—the *Cantong Qi*, the *Yuanming Bao*, the *Wudeng Huiyuan*, and the like—and had Sheyue, Qiuniang, Ying'er, and the others carry them off and set them aside. Baochai found this behavior most unusual and, wishing to test him, smiled and asked, "Not reading them is proper enough, but why must you move them away?" Baoyu said, "Now I understand at last. These books are worth nothing. I should burn them all to ashes—that would be clean." Baochai was even more overjoyed to hear this. She heard Baoyu murmuring softly: "Within the scriptures there is no Buddha-nature; beyond the alchemical methods there is immortal elixir." Baochai did not catch it very clearly—she only heard the words "no Buddha-nature" and "immortal elixir"—and her heart again grew suspicious. She watched to see what he would do. Baoyu then ordered Sheyue, Qiuniang, and the others to prepare a quiet room, and had them find and place in it all his notes, drafts, and examination-style poems. He himself then settled down to study in earnest. Only then did Baochai set her mind at ease.

Xiren, having never heard or seen anything like this, went quietly to Baochai and smiled, "After all, it was Madam's words that were so thorough—just one round of reasoning and you've persuaded Master Second to see reason. It's only a pity it came a bit late—the examination is too close at hand." Baochai nodded and smiled, "Success in the examinations is predestined. Whether one passes or not doesn't depend on how early or late one applies oneself. I only hope he will from now on devote himself wholly to the proper path and never again be tainted by the wild notions of the past." She glanced around and, seeing no one else in the room, added softly, "This change of heart is certainly a good thing, but there is one thing I fear—he may fall back into his old ways and start associating with the girls again. That would not be good." Xiren said, "What you say is true. Since Master Second started believing that monk, he's been cold to all these sisters. Now that he doesn't believe the monk anymore, I truly fear he'll relapse into his old habits. I think Madam and Master Second have never had much to do with each other. Zijuan is gone, so there are only the four of them here. Among them, Wu'er is something of a flirt—I heard her mother asked the Eldest Madam and you to let her go and be given away to someone. But for the past couple of days she's still here. Sheyue and Qiuniang are all right, but Master Second used to be rather playful with them in those years. So really, only Ying'er is someone Master Second pays little attention to, and besides, Ying'er is steady and proper. I think it would be enough to have Ying'er and the little maids serve tea and water—I don't know what Madam thinks." Baochai said, "These are exactly my concerns. What you suggest will do." From then on, she assigned Ying'er and the little maids to attend to him.

Baoyu, however, did not leave his room. Every day he sent someone to inquire after Lady Wang's health. When Lady Wang heard how he was conducting himself, her gratification can well be imagined. On the third day of the eighth month, which happened to be the anniversary of the Grandmother Jia's death, Baoyu came over in the morning to kowtow and then returned to his quiet cell. After the meal, Baochai, Xiren, and the other ladies went with the two Madams Xing and Wang to chat in the front room, while Baoyu sat in his quiet cell in profound meditation. Suddenly he saw Yinger come in carrying a tray of fruit.

"Her Ladyship sent this for you, Second Master," she said. "These are offerings from the old lady."

Baoyu stood up to acknowledge the gift, then sat down again. "Just put it down there," he said.

Yinger set down the tray and whispered to him, "Her Ladyship is praising you."

Baoyu smiled.

"She says that if you keep on studying like this, you'll pass the examinations when you go in, and next year you'll take the highest degree and become an official. Then Master and Mistress won't have hoped in vain for you."

Baoyu merely nodded and smiled.

Yinger suddenly recalled what Baoyu had said years ago when she'd woven a silk net for him. "If you really pass, that will be our young mistress's good fortune. Do you remember, Second Master, that year in the Garden when you told me to weave that plum-blossom net? You said that later our young mistress would take me to some lucky family. Now you must be the lucky one."

At this, worldly thoughts stirred once more in Baoyu's heart. He quickly composed himself and said with a faint smile, "According to you, then, I have good fortune, and your young mistress has good fortune too. What about you?"

Yinger flushed crimson. "We're just maids all our lives," she said with an effort. "What good fortune do we have?"

Baoyu laughed. "If you really could be a maid all your life, your good fortune would be even greater than ours!"

Thinking this sounded like his old madness, Yinger was afraid she might provoke an attack of his old illness and made up her mind to leave. But Baoyu laughed and said, "Silly girl, let me tell you—"

What Baoyu said next will be told in the following chapter.

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說話邢王二夫人聽尤氏一段話,明知也難挽回。王夫人只得說道:“姑娘要行善,這也是前生的夙根,我們也實在攔不住。只是咱們這樣人家的姑娘出了家,不成了事体。如今你嫂子說了准你修行,也是好處。卻有一句話要說,那頭髮可以不剃的,只要自己的心真,那在頭髮上頭呢。你想妙玉也是帶髮修行的,不知他怎樣凡心一動,才鬧到那個分兒。姑娘執意如此,我們就把姑娘住的房子便算了姑娘的靜室。所有服侍姑娘的人也得叫他們來問:他若願意跟的,就講不得說親配人,若不願意跟的,另打主意。”惜春聽了,收了淚,拜謝了邢王二夫人,李紈,尤氏等。王夫人說了,便問彩屏等誰願跟姑娘修行。彩屏等回道:“太太們派誰就是誰。”王夫人知道不願意,正在想人。襲人立在寶玉身後,想來寶玉必要大哭,防著他的舊病。豈知寶玉歎道:“真真難得。”襲人心里更自傷悲。寶釵雖不言語,遇事試探,見是執迷不醒,只得暗中落淚。王夫人才要叫了眾丫頭來問。忽見紫鵑走上前去,在王夫人面前跪下,回道:“剛才太太問跟四姑娘的姐姐,太太看著怎麼樣?”王夫人道:“這個如何強派得人的,誰願意他自然就說出來了。”紫鵑道:“姑娘修行自然姑娘願意,并不是別的姐姐們的意思。我有句話回太太,我也并不是拆開姐姐們,各人有各人的心。我服侍林姑娘一場,林姑娘待我也是太太們知道的,實在恩重如山,無以可報。他死了,我恨不得跟了他去。但是他不是這里的人,我又受主子家的恩典,難以從死。如今四姑娘既要修行,我就求太太們將我派了跟著姑娘,服侍姑娘一輩子。不知太太們准不准。若准了,就是我的造化了。”邢王二夫人尚未答言,只見寶玉聽到那里,想起黛玉一陣心酸,眼淚早下來了。眾人才要問他時,他又哈哈的大笑,走上來道:“我不該說的。這紫鵑蒙太太派給我屋里,我才敢說。求太太准了他罷,全了他的好心。”王夫人道:“你頭里姊妹出了嫁,還哭得死去活來,如今看見四妹妹要出家,不但不勸,倒說好事,你如今到底是怎麼個意思,我索性不明白了。”寶玉道:“四妹妹修行是已經准的了,四妹妹也是一定主意了。若是真的,我有一句話告訴太太,若是不定的,我就不敢混說了。”惜春道:“二哥哥說話也好笑,一個人主意不定便扭得過太太們來了?我也是象紫鵑的話,容我呢,是我的造化,不容我呢。還有一個死呢。那怕什麼!二哥哥既有話,只管說。”寶玉道:“我這也不算什麼泄露了,這也是一定的。我念一首詩給你們聽聽罷!”眾人道:“人家苦得很的時侯,你倒來做詩。慪人!”寶玉道:“不是做詩,我到一個地方兒看了來的。你們聽聽罷。”眾人道:“使得。你就念念,別順著嘴兒胡謅。”寶玉也不分辯,便說道:

勘破三春景不長,緇衣頓改昔年妝。

可怜繡戶侯門女,獨臥青燈古佛旁!

李紈寶釵聽了,詫异道:“不好了,這人入了迷了。”王夫人聽了這話,點頭歎息,便問寶玉:“你到底是那里看來的?”寶玉不便說出來,回道:“太太也不必問,我自有見的地方。”王夫人回過味來,細細一想,便更哭起來道:“你說前兒是頑話,怎麼忽然有這首詩?罷了,我知道了,你們叫我怎麼樣呢!我也沒有法兒了,也只得由著你們罷!但是要等我合上了眼,各自幹各自的就完了!”寶釵一面勸著,這個心比刀絞更甚,也掌不住便放聲大哭起來。襲人已經哭的死去活來,幸虧秋紋扶著。寶玉也不啼哭,也不相勸,只不言語。賈蘭賈環聽到那里,各自走開。李紈竭力的解說:“總是寶兄弟見四妹妹修行,他想來是痛极了,不顧前後的瘋話,這也作不得准的。獨有紫鵑的事情准不准,好叫他起來。”王夫人道:“什麼依不依,橫豎一個人的主意定了,那也扭不過來的。可是寶玉說的也是一定的了。”紫鵑聽了磕頭。惜春又謝了王夫人。紫鵑又給寶玉寶釵磕了頭。寶玉念聲“阿彌陀佛!難得,難得。不料你倒先好了!”寶釵雖然有把持,也難掌住。只有襲人,也顧不得王夫人在上,便痛哭不止,說:“我也願意跟了四姑娘去修行。”寶玉笑道:“你也是好心,但是你不能享這個清福的。”襲人哭道:“這麼說,我是要死的了!”寶玉聽到那里,倒覺傷心,只是說不出來。因時已五更,寶玉請王夫人安歇,李紈等各自散去。彩屏等暫且伏侍惜春回去,後來指配了人家。紫鵑終身伏侍,毫不改初。此是後話。

且言賈政扶了賈母靈柩一路南行,因遇著班師的兵將船只過境,河道擁擠,不能速行,在道實在心焦。幸喜遇見了海疆的官員,聞得鎮海統制欽召回京,想來探春一定回家,略略解些煩心。只打聽不出起程的日期,心里又煩燥。想到盤費算來不敷,不得已寫書一封,差人到賴尚榮任上借銀五百,叫人沿途迎上來應需用。那人去了幾日,賈政的船才行得十數里。那家人回來,迎上船只,將賴尚榮的稟啟呈上。書內告了多少苦處,備上白銀五十兩。賈政看了生氣,即命家人立刻送還,將原書發回,叫他不必費心。那家人無奈,只得回到賴尚榮任所。

賴尚榮接到原書銀兩,心中煩悶,知事辦得不周到,又添了一百,央求來人帶回,幫著說些好話。豈知那人不肯帶回,撂下就走了。賴尚榮心下不安,立刻修書到家,回明他父親,叫他設法告假贖出身來。于是賴家托了賈薔賈芸等在王夫人面前乞恩放出。賈薔明知不能,過了一日,假說王夫人不依的話回复了。賴家一面告假,一面差人到賴尚榮任上,叫他告病辭官。王夫人并不知道。

那賈芸聽見賈薔的假話,心里便沒想頭,連日在外又輸了好些銀錢,無所抵償,便和賈環相商。賈環本是一個錢沒有的,雖是趙姨娘積蓄些微,早被他弄光了,那能照應人家。便想起鳳姐待他刻薄,要趁賈璉不在家要擺布巧姐出氣,遂把這個當叫賈芸來上,故意的埋怨賈芸道:“你們年紀又大,放著弄銀錢的事又不敢辦,倒和我沒有錢的人相商。”賈芸道:“三叔,你這話說的倒好笑,咱們一塊兒頑,一塊兒鬧,那里有銀錢的事。”賈環道:“不是前兒有人說是外藩要買個偏房,你們何不和王大舅商量把巧姐說給他呢?”賈芸道:“叔叔,我說句招你生氣的話,外藩花了錢買人,還想能和咱們走動么。”賈環在賈芸耳邊說了些話,賈芸雖然點頭,只道賈環是小孩子的話,也不當事。恰好王仁走來說道:“你們兩個人商量些什麼,瞞著我么?”賈芸便將賈環的話附耳低言的說了。王仁拍手道:“這倒是一种好事,又有銀子。只怕你們不能,若是你們敢辦,我是親舅舅,做得主的。只要環老三在大太太跟前那麼一說,我找邢大舅再一說,太太們問起來你們齊打伙說好就是了。”賈環等商議定了,王仁便去找邢大舅,賈芸便去回邢王二夫人,說得錦上添花。

王夫人聽了雖然入耳,只是不信。邢夫人聽得邢大舅知道,心里願意,便打發人找了邢大舅來問他。那邢大舅已經聽了王仁的話,又可分肥,便在邢夫人跟前說道:“若說這位郡王,是极有体面的。若應了這門親事,雖說是不是正配,保管一過了門,姊夫的官早复了,這里的聲勢又好了。”邢夫人本是沒主意人,被傻大舅一番假話,哄得心動,請了王仁來一問,更說得熱鬧。于是邢夫人倒叫人出去追著賈芸去說。王仁即刻找了人去到外藩公館說了。那外藩不知底細,便要打發人來相看。賈芸又鑽了相看的人,說明“原是瞞著合宅的,只是王府相親。等到成了,他祖母作主,親舅舅的保山,是不怕的。”那相看的人應了。賈芸便送信與邢夫人,并回了王夫人。那李紈寶釵等不知原故,只道是件好事,也都歡喜。

那日果然來了幾個女人,都是艷妝麗服。邢夫人接了進去,敘了些閒話。那來人本知是個誥命,也不敢待慢。邢夫人因事未定,也沒有和巧姐說明,只說有親戚來瞧,叫他去見。那巧姐到底是個小孩子,那管這些,便跟了奶媽過來。平兒不放心,也跟著來。只見有兩個宮人打扮的,見了巧姐便渾身上下一看,更又起身來拉著巧姐的手又瞧了一遍,略坐了一坐就走了。倒把巧姐看得羞臊,回到房中納悶,想來沒有這門親戚,便問平兒。平兒先看見來頭,卻也猜著八九必是相親的。“但是二爺不在家,大太太作主,到底不知是那府里的。若說是對頭親,不該這樣相看。瞧那幾個人的來頭,不象是本支王府,好象是外頭路數如今且不必和姑娘說明,且打聽明白再說。”

平兒心下留神打聽。那些丫頭婆子都是平兒使過的,平兒一問,所有聽見外頭的風聲都告訴了。平兒便嚇的沒了主意,雖不和巧姐說,便赶著去告訴了李紈寶釵,求他二人告訴王夫人。王夫人知道這事不好,便和邢夫人說知。怎奈邢夫人信了兄弟并王仁的話,反疑心王夫人不是好意,便說:“孫女兒也大了,現在璉兒不在家,這件事我還做得主。況且是他親舅爺爺和他親舅舅打聽的,難道倒比別人不真么!我橫豎是願意的。倘有什麼不好,我和璉兒也抱怨不著別人!”

王夫人聽了這些話,心下暗暗生氣,勉強說些閒話,便走了出來,告訴了寶釵,自己落淚。寶玉勸道:“太太別煩惱,這件事我看來是不成的。這又是巧姐兒命里所招,只求太太不管就是了。”王夫人道:“你一開口就是瘋話。人家說定了就要接過去。若依平兒的話,你璉二哥可不抱怨我么。別說自己的侄孫女兒,就是親戚家的,也是要好才好。邢姑娘是我們作媒的,配了你二大舅子,如今和和順順的過日子不好么。那琴姑娘梅家娶了去,聽見說是丰衣足食的很好。就是史姑娘是他叔叔的主意,頭里原好,如今姑爺癆病死了,你史妹妹立志守寡,也就苦了。若是巧姐兒錯給了人家兒,可不是我的心坏?”正說著,平兒過來瞧寶釵,并探聽邢夫人的口氣。王夫人將邢夫人的話說了一遍。平兒呆了半天,跪下求道:“巧姐兒終身全仗著太太。若信了人家的話,不但姑娘一輩子受了苦,便是璉二爺回來怎麼說呢!”王夫人道:“你是個明白人,起來,聽我說。巧姐兒到底是大太太孫女兒,他要作主,我能夠攔他么?”寶玉勸道:“無妨礙的,只要明白就是了。”平兒生怕寶玉瘋顛嚷出來,也并不言語,回了王夫人竟自去了。

這里王夫人想到煩悶,一陣心痛,叫丫頭扶著勉強回到自己房中躺下,不叫寶玉寶釵過來,說睡睡就好的。自己卻也煩悶,聽見說李嬸娘來了也不及接待。只見賈蘭進來請了安,回道:“今早爺爺那里打發人帶了一封書子來,外頭小子們傳進來的。我母親接了正要過來,因我老娘來了,叫我先呈給太太瞧,回來我母親就過來來回太太。還說我老娘要過來呢。”說著,一面把書子呈上。王夫人一面接書,一面問道:“你老娘來作什麼?”賈蘭道:“我也不知道。我只見我老娘說,我三姨兒的婆婆家有什麼信兒來了。”王夫人聽了,想起來還是前次給甄寶玉說了李綺,後來放定下茶,想來此時甄家要娶過門,所以李嬸娘來商量這件事情,便點點頭兒。一面拆開書信,見上面寫著道:

近因沿途俱系海疆凱旋船只,不能迅速前行。聞探姐隨翁婿來都,不知曾有信否?前接到璉侄手稟,知大老爺身体欠安,亦不知已有确信否?寶玉蘭哥場期已近,務須實心用功,不可怠惰。老太太靈柩抵家,尚需日時。我身体平善,不必挂念。此諭寶玉等知道。月日手書。蓉兒另稟。王夫人看了,仍舊遞給賈蘭,說:“你拿去給你二叔瞧瞧,還交給你母親罷。”正說著,李紈同李嬸過來。請安問好畢,王夫人讓了坐。李嬸娘便將甄家要娶李綺的話說了一遍。大家商議了一會子。李紈因問王夫人道:“老爺的書子太太看過了么?”王夫人道:“看過了。”賈蘭便拿著給他母親瞧。李紈看了道:“三姑娘出門了好幾年,總沒有來,如今要回京了。太太也放了好些心。”王夫人道:“我本是心痛,看見探丫頭要回來了,心里略好些。只是不知幾時才到。”李嬸娘便問了賈政在路好。李紈因向賈蘭道:“哥兒瞧見了?場期近了,你爺爺掂記的什麼似的。你快拿了去給二叔叔瞧去罷。”李嬸娘道:“他們爺兒兩個又沒進過學,怎麼能下場呢?”王夫人道:“他爺爺做糧道的起身時,給他們爺兒兩個援了例監了。”李嬸娘點頭。賈蘭一面拿著書子出來,來找寶玉。

卻說寶玉送了王夫人去後,正拿著《秋水》一篇在那里細玩。寶釵從里間走出,見他看的得意忘言,便走過來一看,見是這個,心里著實煩悶。細想他只顧把這些出世離群的話當作一件正經事,終久不妥。看他這种光景,料勸不過來,便坐在寶玉旁邊怔怔的坐著。寶玉見他這般,便道:“你這又是為什麼?”寶釵道:“我想你我既為夫婦,你便是我終身的倚靠,卻不在情欲之私。論起榮華富貴,原不過是過眼煙雲,但自古圣賢,以人品根柢為重。”寶玉也沒聽完,把那書本擱在旁邊,微微的笑道:“据你說人品根柢,又是什麼古圣賢,你可知古圣賢說過‘不失其赤子之心’。那赤子有什麼好處,不過是無知無識無貪無忌。我們生來已陷溺在貪嗔痴愛中,猶如污泥一般,怎麼能跳出這般塵网。如今才曉得‘聚散浮生’四字,古人說了,不曾提醒一個。既要講到人品根柢,誰是到那太初一步地位的!”寶釵道:“你既說‘赤子之心’,古圣賢原以忠孝為赤子之心,并不是遁世離群無關無系為赤子之心。堯舜禹湯周孔時刻以救民濟世為心,所謂赤子之心,原不過是‘不忍’二字。若你方才所說的,忍于拋棄天倫,還成什麼道理?”寶玉點頭笑道:“堯舜不強巢許,武周不強夷齊。”寶釵不等他說完,便道:“你這個話益發不是了。古來若都是巢許夷齊,為什麼如今人又把堯舜周孔稱為圣賢呢!況且你自比夷齊,更不成話,伯夷叔齊原是生在商末世,有許多難處之事,所以才有托而逃。當此圣世,咱們世受國恩,祖父錦衣玉食,況你自有生以來,自去世的老太太以及老爺太太視如珍寶。你方才所說,自己想一想是與不是。”寶玉聽了也不答言,只有仰頭微笑。寶釵因又勸道:“你既理屈詞窮,我勸你從此把心收一收,好好的用用功。但能搏得一第,便是從此而止,也不枉天恩祖德了。”寶玉點了點頭,歎了口氣說道:“一第呢,其實也不是什麼難事,倒是你這個‘從此而止,不枉天恩祖德’卻還不離其宗。”寶釵未及答言,襲人過來說道:“剛才二奶奶說的古圣先賢,我們也不懂。我只想著我們這些人從小兒辛辛苦苦跟著二爺,不知陪了多少小心,論起理來原該當的,但只二爺也該体諒体諒。況二奶奶替二爺在老爺太太跟前行了多少孝道,就是二爺不以夫妻為事,也不可太辜負了人心。至于神仙那一層更是謊話,誰見過有走到凡間來的神仙呢!那里來的這麼個和尚,說了些混話,二爺就信了真。二爺是讀書的人,難道他的話比老爺太太還重么!”寶玉聽了,低頭不語。

襲人還要說時,只聽外面腳步走響,隔著窗戶問道:“二叔在屋里呢么?”寶玉聽了,是賈蘭的聲音,便站起來笑道:“你進來罷。”寶釵也站起來。賈蘭進來笑容可掬的給寶玉寶釵請了安,問了襲人的好,——襲人也問了好——便把書子呈給寶玉瞧。寶玉接在手中看了,便道:“你三姑姑回來了。”賈蘭道:“爺爺既如此寫,自然是回來的了。”寶玉點頭不語,默默如有所思。賈蘭便問:“叔叔看見爺爺後頭寫的叫咱們好生念書了?叔叔這一程子只怕總沒作文章罷?”寶玉笑道:“我也要作幾篇熟一熟手,好去誆這個功名。”賈蘭道:“叔叔既這樣,就擬幾個題目,我跟著叔叔作作,也好進去混場,別到那時交了白卷子惹人笑話。不但笑話我,人家連叔叔都要笑話了。”寶玉道:“你也不至如此。”說著,寶釵命賈蘭坐下。寶玉仍坐在原處,賈蘭側身坐了。兩個談了一回文,不覺喜動顏色。寶釵見他爺兒兩個談得高興,便仍進屋里去了。心中細想寶玉此時光景,或者醒悟過來了,只是剛才說話,他把那“從此而止”四字單單的許可,這又不知是什麼意思了。寶釵尚自猶豫,惟有襲人看他愛講文章,提到下場,更又欣然。心里想道:“阿彌陀佛!好容易講四書似的才講過來了!”這里寶玉和賈蘭講文,鶯兒沏過茶來,賈蘭站起來接了。又說了一會子下場的規矩并請甄寶玉在一處的話,寶玉也甚似願意。一時賈蘭回去,便將書子留給寶玉了。

那寶玉拿著書子,笑嘻嘻走進來遞給麝月收了,便出來將那本《庄子》收了,把幾部向來最得意的,如《參同契》《元命苞》《五燈會元》之類,叫出麝月秋紋鶯兒等都搬了擱在一邊。寶釵見他這番舉動,甚為罕异,因欲試探他,便笑問道:“不看他倒是正經,但又何必搬開呢。”寶玉道:“如今才明白過來了。這些書都算不得什麼,我還要一火焚之,方為乾淨。”寶釵聽了更欣喜异常。只聽寶玉口中微吟道:“內典語中無佛性,金丹法外有仙丹。”寶釵也沒很聽真,只聽得”無佛性”“有仙丹”幾個字,心中轉又狐疑,且看他作何光景。寶玉便命麝月秋紋等收拾一間靜室,把那些語錄名稿及應制詩之類都找出來擱在靜室中,自己卻當真靜靜的用起功來。寶釵這才放了心。

那襲人此時真是聞所未聞,見所未見,便悄悄的笑著向寶釵道:“到底奶奶說話透徹,只一路講究,就把二爺勸明白了。就只可惜遲了一點兒,臨場太近了。”寶釵點頭微笑道:“功名自有定數,中與不中倒也不在用功的遲早。但願他從此一心巴結正路,把從前那些邪魔永不沾染就是好了。”說到這里,見房里無人,便悄說道:“這一番悔悟回來固然很好,但只一件,怕又犯了前頭的舊病,和女孩兒們打起交道來,也是不好。”襲人道:“奶奶說的也是。二爺自從信了和尚,才把這些姐妹冷淡了,如今不信和尚,真怕又要犯了前頭的舊病呢。我想奶奶和我二爺原不大理會,紫鵑去了,如今只他們四個,這里頭就是五兒有些個狐媚子,聽見說他媽求了大奶奶和奶奶,說要討出去給人家兒呢。但是這兩天到底在這里呢。麝月秋紋雖沒別的,只是二爺那幾年也都有些頑頑皮皮的。如今算來只有鶯兒二爺倒不大理會,況且鶯兒也穩重。我想倒茶弄水只叫鶯兒帶著小丫頭們伏侍就夠了,不知奶奶心里怎麼樣。”寶釵道:“我也慮的是這些,你說的倒也罷了。”從此便派鶯兒帶著小丫頭伏侍。

那寶玉卻也不出房門,天天只差人去給王夫人請安。王夫人聽見他這番光景,那一种欣慰之情,更不待言了。到了八月初三,這一日正是賈母的冥壽。寶玉早晨過來磕了頭,便回去,仍到靜室中去了。飯後,寶釵襲人等都和姊妹們跟著邢王二夫人在前面屋里說閒話兒。寶玉自在靜室冥心危坐,忽見鶯兒端了一盤瓜果進來說:“太太叫人送來給二爺吃的。這是老太太的克什。”寶玉站起來答應了,复又坐下,便道:“擱在那里罷。”鶯兒一面放下瓜果一面悄悄向寶玉道:“太太那里夸二爺呢。”寶玉微笑。鶯兒又道:“太太說了,二爺這一用功,明兒進場中了出來,明年再中了進士,作了官,老爺太太可就不枉了盼二爺了。”寶玉也只點頭微笑。鶯兒忽然想起那年給寶玉打絡子的時候寶玉說的話來,便道:“真要二爺中了,那可是我們姑奶奶的造化了。二爺還記得那一年在園子里,不是二爺叫我打梅花絡子時說的,我們姑奶奶後來帶著我不知到那一個有造化的人家兒去呢。如今二爺可是有造化的罷咧。”寶玉聽到這里,又覺塵心一動,連忙斂神定息,微微的笑道:“据你說來,我是有造化的,你們姑娘也是有造化的,你呢?”鶯兒把臉飛紅了,勉強道:“我們不過當丫頭一輩子罷咧,有什麼造化呢!”寶玉笑道:“果然能夠一輩子是丫頭,你這個造化比我們還大呢!”鶯兒聽見這話似乎又是瘋話了,恐怕自己招出寶玉的病根來,打算著要走。只見寶玉笑著說道:“傻丫頭,我告訴你罷。”未知寶玉又說出什麼話來,且聽下回分解。

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