Chapter 116

第116回 · Dream of the Red Chamber

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Chapter 116

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The 116th Chapter

Through the Magic Stone, Enlightenment of Immortal Ties; Honoring the Coffin, Filial Devotion at Home

Baoyu, upon hearing Sheyue's words, fell backward and died once more. Lady Wang and the others wept and called out in distress. Sheyue knew her careless words had brought disaster; at that moment Lady Wang and the others had no time to scold her. As she wept, she resolved in her heart: "If Baoyu dies, I shall end my own life and follow him!" We will not dwell on Sheyue's thoughts. Meanwhile, Lady Wang and the others, finding they could not call him back, hastily sent people out to seek a monk to cure him. But when Jia Zheng had gone in and then come out again, the monk had already vanished. Jia Zheng was just marveling at this when he heard a commotion inside and hurried back in. He found Baoyu in the same state as before—mouth tightly shut, no pulse at all. He pressed his hand to Baoyu's chest and found it still warm. Jia Zheng could only summon doctors at once to administer medicine and try to save him.

But Baoyu's soul had already left his body. Do you think he had died? Not exactly—he was in a daze, as if in a trance, when he found himself in the front hall, where the monk who had returned the jade was sitting. Baoyu bowed to him. The monk stood up, took Baoyu by the hand, and led him away. Following the monk, Baoyu felt as light as a leaf, floating and swaying. They passed through no gate, yet somehow they were out. After traveling a distance, they came to a desolate wilderness, where in the distance he could see a memorial archway that seemed familiar. Just as he was about to ask the monk about it, a woman appeared, drifting toward him like a phantom. Baoyu thought: "In such a wild place, how could there be such a beautiful woman? She must be an immortal descended from heaven." Thinking this, he approached for a closer look and found her somewhat familiar, though he could not recall who she was. The woman passed by the monk and vanished. Baoyu realized she looked like You Sanjie. Puzzled, he wondered, "Why is she here too?" He was about to ask the monk when the monk led him past the archway. Above it were inscribed four large characters: "True Suchness Blessed Land." On either side was a couplet:

When false departs and true arrives, the true surpasses the false;

From nothingness springs the real, and being is not non-being.

Beyond the archway stood a palace gate. Across the top were inscribed four large characters: "Fortune for the Good, Calamity for the Wicked." Another couplet read:

Past and future—do not think the wise and virtuous can break through;

Cause and effect—know that even those close to you may not meet.

Baoyu read this and thought: "So it is. I must ask about the workings of cause and effect, of coming and going." As he thought this, he saw Yuanyang beckoning to him. He thought: "I have been walking for half a day but never left the garden—how could it have changed its appearance?" He hurried to speak to her, but in the blink of an eye she was gone, and doubt arose in his heart. Where Yuanyang had stood was a row of side halls, each with a placard. Baoyu paid no attention to them, heading straight for the spot where Yuanyang had been. The door of one side hall was half open. Baoyu did not dare enter rashly. Just as he was about to ask the monk, he turned around—and the monk had vanished. In his daze, Baoyu saw the hall towering majestically, nothing like the Prospect Garden. He stopped and looked up at the placard: "Awakening the Infatuated." The couplet on either side read:

Joy and sorrow are both illusion;

Greed and longing arise only from infatuation.

Baoyu read it and nodded with a sigh. He wished to go in and ask Yuanyang where he was. Reflecting carefully, the place seemed very familiar. Gathering his courage, he pushed the door open. He glanced inside—no Yuanyang. The interior was pitch black, and fear crept over him. Just as he was about to retreat, he noticed a large number of cabinets, their doors half open.

Baoyu suddenly recalled: "When I was young, I once dreamed of coming to this place. Now I am able to arrive here in the flesh—great fortune indeed." In his daze, he forgot his notion of looking for Yuanyang. Emboldening himself, he opened the door of the large cabinet above. Inside he found several books, and his heart rejoiced all the more. He thought to say: "Most people, when they dream, say it is false—but how can they know that where there is such a dream, there is such a reality? I always said I would have this dream again but could never do so. I did not expect to find it today. But I wonder—are these the books I saw before, or are they different ones?" He reached up and took down the first volume. On its cover was written "The Register of the Twelve Beauties of Jinling, First Register." Baoyu held it and thought: "I have a vague memory of this, but I regret that I cannot remember clearly." He opened to the first page and saw a painting there, but the brushwork was blurred and he could make nothing out of it. Behind it were several lines of writing, also indistinct, but still possible to decipher. He looked at them carefully and saw something about a "jade sash," with what seemed to be the character "Lin" above it. He thought to himself: "Could it be referring to Sister Lin?" He looked more carefully. Below were four characters: "Golden hairpin buried in the snow." He said in surprise: "Why, this also seems like her name." Then he read the four lines together from beginning to end and thought: "There is nothing extraordinary about it—it merely conceals the two of their names. That is not remarkable. It is only the characters 'lian' and 'tan' that are not good. What does that mean?" Having thought this far, he scolded himself: "I am stealing a look. If I go on staring and thinking like this, and someone comes, I shall not be able to look anymore." So he looked further on. He had no leisure to examine the drawings in detail but looked through them from the beginning. When he reached the end, there were several lines of verse, including the line "Meeting again, the great dream returns." He suddenly understood and said: "So that is it. Truly, the mechanism does not err—this must be Elder Sister Yuanchun. If they are all this plain, I shall copy them and examine them carefully when I return, and there will be nothing I do not know about the sisters' lifespans, fates, and fortunes. When I go back, I certainly will not reveal a word of it. I shall simply be a man who foresees the future, and that will save me a great deal of idle speculation." He looked around but found no brush or ink, and fearing someone might come, he could only hurry on with his reading. On the drawing he vaguely saw the figure of someone flying a kite, but he had no heart to look at it. He hastily read all twelve poems. Some he understood at a glance; some he grasped after a moment's thought; some were not entirely clear to him. He kept them firmly in his mind. Sighing all the while, he then took up the "Second Register of the Twelve Beauties of Jinling" and looked through it. He came to the lines "One may envy the actor's good fortune, but who knows the young master has no such bond"—which he had not understood before. When he saw above it the shadow of a flower-covered mat, he was greatly startled and burst into loud weeping.

He was about to turn further back when he heard someone say: "You're daydreaming again! Sister Lin is asking for you." The voice sounded like Yuanyang's, but when he looked around, there was no one to be seen. He was just beginning to feel startled and perplexed when Yuanyang appeared at the door, beckoning to him. At the sight of her, Baoyu was overjoyed and hurried out. He could see Yuanyang walking ahead, her figure indistinct and shadowy, but he could not catch up with her. Baoyu called out: "Good sister, wait for me." But Yuanyang paid him no mind and simply kept walking ahead. Baoyu, having no choice, did his utmost to catch up, when suddenly he found himself in another realm entirely—towering pavilions, exquisitely carved eaves, and many palace ladies glimpsed dimly among them. Baoyu was so absorbed in gazing at the scenery that he quite forgot about Yuanyang. He wandered at leisure through a palace gate, where inside grew strange flowers and rare plants that he could not identify. Only there was a white stone balustrade surrounding a single blade of green grass, with a faint tinge of red on its leaf tips. He did not know the name of this plant, yet it seemed so precious and revered. He noticed that where the breeze stirred, the green grass swayed unceasingly. Though it was but a single small blade, without blossoms, its captivating grace was such that his heart was moved, his spirit uplifted, and his very soul seemed to dissolve. Baoyu stood staring in a daze, when he heard someone beside him say: "What manner of foolish creature are you, spying on the immortal herb here?" Startled, Baoyu turned and saw a fairy maiden. He bowed and said: "I was looking for Sister Yuanyang and wandered by mistake into this immortal realm. Pardon my presumption. May I ask, divine sister, what place is this? How is it that my Sister Yuanyang came here and yet said it was Sister Lin calling me? I beg you to enlighten me." The fairy said: "Who knows anything about your sisters? I am the guardian of the immortal herb and cannot allow mortals to linger here." Baoyu wanted to leave but could not bear to go, so he pleaded: "If the divine sister is the one who tends this immortal herb, you must be the Flower Goddess. But may I ask, what is so special about this grass?" The fairy maiden said: "If you wish to know about this grass, it is a long story. This grass originally grew on the banks of the Spirit River and was called the Crimson Pearl Grass. At that time it was withering and dying, but fortunately a Divine Attendant of the Lapis Lazuli watered it daily with sweet dew, and so it was able to thrive. Later it descended to the mortal world to undergo trials and repaid the kindness of that watering. Now it has returned to its true realm. Therefore the Fairy of Disenchantment has ordered me to guard it and not allow bees or butterflies to dally with it." Baoyu did not understand, but his heart was certain that he had encountered the Flower Goddess. He must not let this opportunity pass him by today, so he asked: "You, divine sister, are the guardian of this grass. There must be countless other famous flowers, each with its own guardian—I would not presume to ask about them all—but who is the immortal who guards the lotus flower?" The fairy maiden said: "I do not know. Only my mistress would know." Baoyu then asked: "Who is your mistress, sister?" The fairy maiden said: "My mistress is the Goddess of the Bamboo Grove." Baoyu said: "Ah yes, surely this goddess is my cousin Lin Daiyu." The fairy maiden said: "Nonsense. This place is the dwelling of divine maidens of the Upper Realm. Though she is called the Goddess of the Bamboo Grove, she is not of the breed of Ehuang and Nüying—how could she have mortal kin? Come no more with such muddled talk, or I shall have the guardian warriors drive you out."

Baoyu listened in a daze, feeling that his own form was foul and base. He was just about to withdraw when he heard someone hurrying up and saying, "Inside they are calling for the Divine Attendant of the Crimson Pearl Jade." That person said, "I was ordered to wait for quite some time, but the Divine Attendant of the Crimson Pearl Jade never came. Where am I supposed to summon him?" The other laughed and said, "Wasn't that the one who just left?" The maid came out in a hurry and said, "Please ask the Divine Attendant of the Crimson Pearl Jade to come back." Baoyu thought they were asking for someone else, but he was also afraid of being chased, so he had to stumble away in flight.

As he was walking, he saw a man blocking his way from the front, holding a sword. "Where do you think you're going!" Baoyu was so frightened that he was at a loss. Gathering his courage, he raised his head and saw that it was no other than You Sanjie. When Baoyu saw her, his spirit settled somewhat, and he pleaded, "Sister, why have you also come to press me?" The person said, "None of you brothers are good men. You ruin people's reputations and destroy people's marriages. Today you have come here, and I will not spare you!" Baoyu heard that the tone of her words was not good and was just getting anxious when he heard someone from behind calling out, "Sister, quickly block him—don't let him get away." You Sanjie said, "I have been waiting here on orders of the Princess for a long time. Today that I have seen you, I must sever your earthly ties with one stroke of the sword." Baoyu grew even more flustered and still did not understand what these words meant. He could only turn to run. Who would have thought that the one speaking behind him was no other than Qingwen. Baoyu, upon seeing her, was overcome with mixed grief and joy and said, "I lost my way by myself and met an enemy. I tried to flee back, but I did not see any of you following me. Now it is good—Sister Qingwen, quickly take me home." Qingwen said, "Attendant, do not be suspicious. I am not Qingwen. I was specially sent by the Princess to invite you to a meeting, and I mean you no harm." Baoyu was full of doubt, but could only ask, "Sister says the Princess has summoned me. Who exactly is this Princess?" Qingwen said, "There is no need to ask now. When you arrive, you will naturally know." Baoyu had no choice but to follow.

He looked carefully at the person from behind—her movements were indeed Qingwen's, and her face and voice were unmistakable. "Then why does she say she is not? My mind is confused at the moment. Never mind—when I get there and see the Princess, if there is any mistake, I will beg her then. After all, a woman's heart is compassionate; she will surely forgive my rashness." As he was thinking this, before long they arrived at a place. He saw exquisite halls with brilliant colors, a clump of green bamboo in the courtyard, and several ancient pines outside. Several maids stood beneath the corridor eaves, all dressed in palace attire. When they saw Baoyu coming in, they whispered, "Is this the Divine Attendant of the Crimson Pearl Jade?" The one who had been guiding Baoyu said, "Yes, it is. Quick, go in and announce him." One of the maids beckoned with a smile, and Baoyu followed her inside.

After passing through several layers of rooms, they came to a main chamber with a beaded curtain hanging high. The maid said, "Stand here and wait for the decree." Upon hearing this, Baoyu did not dare make a sound and could only wait outside. The maid went in and after a short while came out and said, "Please invite the Attendant to have an audience." Another person then rolled up the beaded curtain. He saw a woman wearing a floral crown and embroidered robes, seated upright within. Baoyu raised his head slightly and saw that it was Daiyu's likeness. He could not help exclaiming, "Sister is here! I have missed you so much." The maid outside the curtain scolded in a low voice, "This Attendant is insolent. Get out quickly." Before she had finished speaking, another maid lowered the beaded curtain. At this moment, Baoyu wanted to go in but did not dare; he wanted to leave but could not bear to. He was about to ask for an explanation, but he did not recognize any of the maids, and having been driven away, he had no choice but to come out.

He wanted to ask Qingwen, but when he turned around and looked in all directions, Qingwen was nowhere to be seen. Filled with doubt, he could only come out dejectedly. With no one to guide him, he was about to try to find the way back, but he could no longer locate the old path. Just as he was in a quandary, he saw Fengjie standing beneath the eaves of a house, beckoning to him. Baoyu saw her joyfully and said, "Wonderful—so I have returned to my own home. How could I have been so confused for a moment?" He rushed forward and said, "Sister, are you here? These people have toyed with me to such an extent. Sister Lin would not see me either, and I do not know why." As he spoke, he walked to where Fengjie was standing, but upon looking carefully, it was not Fengjie at all—it was Qinshi, Jia Rong's former wife. Baoyu had no choice but to stand still and was about to ask "Where is Sister Feng?" but Qinshi did not answer and went into the house by herself. Baoyu, in a daze, did not dare to follow her in. He could only stand there blankly and sighed, "What fault have I committed today that no one will pay me any heed?" Then he burst into tears.

He saw several yellow-turbaned strongmen coming with whips, saying, "What man dares to intrude into our fairy paradise? Get out quickly!" Upon hearing this, Baoyu did not dare to speak. He was just trying to find a way out when in the distance he saw a group of women approaching, laughing and talking. When Baoyu looked, it seemed as though Yingchun and others were coming. His heart filled with joy, and he called out, "I am trapped here—come quickly and save me!" As he was shouting, the strongmen from behind caught up. Baoyu, in his desperation, rushed forward wildly, when suddenly he saw that the group of women had all transformed into the shapes of ghosts and demons, and they too came chasing after him.

Baoyu was at his wits' end when he saw the monk who had brought the jade holding up a mirror and shining it upon him. "I come by command of Consort Yuan," the monk declared, "to rescue you at once." In an instant the demons vanished, and once more there was nothing but the desolate wilderness. Baoyu seized hold of the monk. "I remember you led me here, and then you suddenly disappeared. I saw many relatives, but none of them paid me any attention, and then they all turned into demons. Was it a dream or was it real? I beg you, Master, to make it clear to me."

The monk asked, "Did you steal a look at anything when you here?"

Baoyu thought to himself, "Since he can take me to the blessed realm of immortals, he must be an immortal himself, and there is no way to deceive him. Besides, I want to get to the bottom of this." So he replied, "I did see some registers."

The monk said, "There you go again. You saw the registers and still don't understand! All the bonds of love in the world are nothing but obstacles. Just remember carefully everything you have been through, and in the future I will explain it to you." With that, he gave Baoyu a violent push and said, "Go back!"

Baoyu could not keep his footing. He fell with a thud and cried out, "Ai-ya!"

Lady Wang and the others had been weeping, but when they heard Baoyu revive, they quickly called out to him. Baoyu opened his eyes and found himself still lying on the kang. He saw Lady Wang, Baochai, and the others with red and swollen eyes from crying. He collected his thoughts and said to himself, "That's right—I died and have come back." Then he went over carefully everything his soul had passed through. Happily, he still remembered most of it, and he laughed out loud. "That's right! That's right!"

Lady Wang, thinking his old illness had flared up again, arranged for a doctor to be called immediately. She ordered the maids and servants to go at once to inform Jia Zheng: "Baoyu has come back. His mind was confused before, but now he is speaking again. There is no need to prepare for the funeral."

Jia Zheng, upon hearing this, hurried in to see for himself. When he found that Baoyu had indeed revived, he said, "You wretched, foolish child, who are you trying to frighten to death?" Even as he spoke, tears rolled down his cheeks involuntarily. After a few sighs, he went out again to have a doctor summoned for a diagnosis and medicine. Meanwhile, Sheyu had been contemplating taking her own life; when she saw Baoyu come back, she was reassured. Lady Wang ordered someone to bring longan broth, and after Baoyu drank a few sips, he gradually calmed down. Lady Wang and the others were relieved. They said nothing to Sheyu but had someone give the jade back to Baochai to put on him. "Thinking of that monk," Lady Wang said, "no one knows where this jade was found—it is most strange. How could it demand silver one moment and then disappear the next? Could he be an immortal?"

Baochai said, "Judging by the way that monk came and went, the jade was not found. When it was lost before, he must have been the one who took it."

Lady Wang said, "How could it have been taken from our house?"

Baochai replied, "If he could bring it back, he could also take it away."

Sheyu and Xiyue said, "That year when the jade was lost, Master Lin made a character divination. Later, when the Second Mistress entered the family, I told her that the character divined was the character for 'shang.' Does the Second Mistress still remember?"

Baochai thought for a moment and said, "That's right. You said it would be found in a pawnshop, but now it becomes clear. The character for 'monk'—'shang'—is on top, is it not? So it was the monk who took it."

Lady Wang said, "That monk was always strange. That year when Baoyu was ill, the monk came and said our family had a precious object that could resolve the crisis—he was referring to this very piece of jade. Since he knew about it, this jade must have some special origin. Besides, your husband was born with it in his mouth. From ancient times to the present, have you ever heard of a second such case? But we still don't know what will ultimately become of this jade, nor do we know what will become of even our own child. His illness was because of this jade, his recovery was because of this jade, his birth was because of this jade—" Here she suddenly stopped, and tears flowed down her cheeks once more.

Baoyu, upon hearing all this, understood in his heart that there was even more reason for the things he had experienced in death, but he said nothing. He carefully committed everything to memory. At this point Xichun said, "That year when the jade was lost, we even asked Miaoyu to summon the immortals, and she said something about 'leaning against an ancient pine at the foot of Blue Ridge Peak,' and also something about 'entering my gate, you will meet with a smile.' When I think about it, the words 'enter my gate' have great significance. The Buddhist dharma gate is the greatest—I'm afraid Second Brother may not be able to enter it."

When Baoyu heard this, he gave a few cold laughs. When Baochai heard it, she unconsciously furrowed her brow and fell into a daze. Youshi said, "Whenever you speak, it's always about the Buddhist path. Hasn't your wish to become a nun subsided yet?" Xichun smiled and said, "To be frank with you, Sister-in-law, I have already given up meat."

Lady Wang said, "Good child, Amitabha Buddha, you must not entertain such thoughts."

Xichun, upon hearing this, said nothing more. Baoyu thought of the line about "before the ancient Buddha and the cold lamp" and could not help sighing several times. Then he suddenly thought of the line about "one bed of matting and one branch of flowers," and looking at Sheyu with his eyes, he could not help shedding tears again. Everyone saw him laughing and weeping by turns and could not understand what it meant, thinking it was his old illness. Little did they know that Baoyu, touched at every point, had firmly memorized all the lines he had glimpsed in the registers. He simply did not speak of them, for he already had a settled conviction in his heart. But let us leave this for now.

Now, the others saw that Baoyu had come back to life, his spirits clear and refreshed, and since he had been taking medicine for several days in a row, each day he looked better than the last, and he gradually began to recover. Even Jia Zheng, seeing that Baoyu had improved and that he himself had nothing to do while observing the mourning period, thought about when Jia She might receive a pardon and how his mother's coffin had been resting at the temple for too long—this troubled him greatly. He wished to escort the coffin south for burial, so he summoned Jia Lian to discuss the matter.

Jia Lian said, "Your Lordship's thinking is quite right. It would be better to accomplish this great task while you are still in mourning. Once you resume your official duties, I fear you may not be able to fulfill your wish. But my father is not at home, and I, his nephew, would not presume to overstep my authority. Your Lordship's plan is excellent, but this matter will require several thousand taels of silver. The yamen has been investigating embezzled funds, but no more can be recovered from that source."

Jia Zheng said, "My mind is made up. It is only because the Master is not at home that I have called you to discuss how we might manage this. You cannot leave. There is no one else here. As I wish to bring back several coffins, how would I manage the escort by myself? It occurred to me to take Jia Rong with me. Moreover, his wife's coffin is among them. And then there is your Cousin Lin's—the Old Lady's dying wish was that she be sent back together with her. I think we will have to borrow a few thousand taels from that fund, which should be enough."

Jia Lian said, "People's sense of obligation is far too thin nowadays. You, sir, are in mourning, and our Master is away—at present, borrowing is simply out of the question. We will have to take the deeds for the houses and land and pledge them."

Jia Zheng said, "The house we live in was built by the government. How could we touch that?"

Jia Lian said, "The residence cannot be touched. But there are several properties outside that could be sold off. They can be redeemed after you resume your post. If my father returns and is also reinstated, he could redeem them as well. It is only that Your Lordship is so advanced in years, and we nephews feel truly uneasy at the hardship you must endure."

Jia Zheng said, "The Old Lady's affairs must be properly attended to. I only ask that you be prudent at home and maintain firm control."

Jia Lian said, "Your Lordship need not worry on that account. Though I am muddle-headed, I would dare not handle this without the utmost seriousness. Besides, when Your Lordship goes south, you will inevitably take many people with you, so those left behind will be few, and these expenses can be managed. If Your Lordship should find himself short of funds along the way, you will pass through the district where Shang Rong, Lai the butler's son, holds office—you could ask him to contribute something."

Jia Zheng said, "It is our own family elder's affair. Why involve others?"

Jia Lian assented with "Yes, sir," and withdrew to make arrangements for the money.

Jia Zheng then informed Lady Wang and asked her to manage the household. He himself selected a date for the funeral procession and prepared to set out. By this time Baoyu had fully recovered. Jia Huan and Jia Lan were studying diligently, and Jia Zheng entrusted them to Jia Lian, asking him to supervise them. "This is the year of the metropolitan examinations. Jia Huan is in mourning and cannot sit for the exam, but Jia Lan is a grandson whose mourning period has expired—he may sit. You must have Baoyu take the examination with his cousin. If one of them can pass and become a juren, it would go some way toward redeeming our family's offenses." Jia Lian and the others obediently accepted these instructions. Jia Zheng also gave many instructions to those remaining at home, then took leave of the ancestral temple. He had scriptures recited for several days outside the city, after which the funeral procession set out by boat. He took Lin Zhixiao and others with him and departed. He did not alert his relatives and friends; only the family's own men and women saw him off for a distance before returning home.

Because Jia Zheng had ordered him to sit for the examinations, Lady Wang constantly pressed Baoyu and checked on his studies. That Baochai and Xiren frequently urged and encouraged him goes without saying. What they did not know was that, although Baoyu's spirits had gradually improved since his illness, his thoughts had become even more eccentric and had undergone a transformation. He had not only come to loathe worldly success and officialdom, but he had also grown considerably more detached from the ties of romantic attachment. Only the others paid little attention to this, and Baoyu himself never spoke of it. One day, Zijuan happened to return from escorting Daiyu's coffin back to its resting place. She sat alone in her room, weeping and thinking to herself: "Baoyu is heartless. When he saw Sister Lin's coffin being taken back, he showed no grief or tears. Seeing me weeping like this, he did not come to comfort me—instead he stared at me and smiled. Such an ingrate! In the past, it was all pretty words used to cozen us! I am glad I kept my wits about me the other night—otherwise I would have nearly been fooled by him again. But one thing I cannot fathom: I notice now that he treats Xiren and the others coldly as well. Second Mistress was never one for warmth to begin with, but don't Shuer and the others complain about him? I suppose most girls are foolish at heart—all that wasted effort, and who knows how it will all end!" As she was pondering this, she saw Wuer come to see her. Seeing Zijuan's tear-streaked face, Wuer said, "Sister, are you thinking of Miss Lin again? Seeing a person with your own eyes is better than hearing their name. Before, I heard that Master Bao was the best when it came to girls, and my mother went to great lengths to get me brought in here. But who would have thought that after I came in and served him with all my heart through several bouts of illness, now that he's recovered, not a single kind word is left—he won't even spare me a glance anymore!" Zijuan was amused by what she said and let out a laugh, then spat out, "Tut! You little wretch, what exactly does Master Bao have to do for you to be satisfied? A girl your age and no sense of shame—even the proper ladies-in-waiting in his chambers, who have every claim on him, are treated as if they were nothing, and you think he has time for you!" Then, still laughing, she raised a finger and rubbed it across Wuer's face, asking, "Just what exactly are you to Baoyu?" Wuer, hearing this, knew she had misspoken and flushed crimson. She was about to explain that she didn't mean to suggest Baoyu ought to regard her in any particular way—only that he had lately stopped showing kindness to those below him—when she heard a commotion outside the courtyard gate. "The monk from outside is back!" they shouted. "He wants that ten thousand taels of silver! The Mistress is anxious and has sent for Second Master Lian to negotiate with him, but Second Master Lian happens not to be at home. The monk is raving madly outside. The Mistress has asked for Second Mistress to come and discuss the matter." How the monk was dealt with will be told in the next chapter.

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話說寶玉一聽麝月的話,身往後仰,复又死去,急得王夫人等哭叫不止。麝月自知失言致禍,此時王夫人等也不及說他。那麝月一面哭著,一面打定主意,心想:“若是寶玉一死,我便自盡跟了他去!”不言麝月心里的事。且言王夫人等見叫不回來,赶著叫人出來找和尚救治。豈知賈政進內出去時,那和尚已不見了。賈政正在詫异,聽見里頭又鬧,急忙進來。見寶玉又是先前的樣子,口關緊閉,脈息全無。用手在心窩中一摸,尚是溫熱。賈政只得急忙請醫灌藥救治。

那知那寶玉的魂魄早已出了竅了。你道死了不成?卻原來恍恍惚惚赶到前廳,見那送玉的和尚坐著,便施了禮。那知和尚站起身來,拉著寶玉就走。寶玉跟了和尚,覺得身輕如葉,飄飄搖搖,也沒出大門,不知從那里走了出來。行了一程,到了個荒野地方,遠遠的望見一座牌樓,好象曾到過的。正要問那和尚時,只見恍恍惚惚來了一個女人。寶玉心里想道:“這樣曠野地方,那得有如此的麗人,必是神仙下界了。”寶玉想著,走近前來細細一看,竟有些認得的,只是一時想不起來。見那女人和和尚打了一個照面就不見了。寶玉一想,竟是尤三姐的樣子,越發納悶:“怎麼他也在這里?”又要問時,那和尚拉著寶玉過了那牌樓,只見牌上寫著“真如福地”四個大字,兩邊一幅對聯,乃是:

假去真來真胜假,無原有是有非無。

轉過牌坊,便是一座宮門。門上橫書四個大字道“福善禍淫”。又有一副對子,大書云:

過去未來,莫謂智賢能打破,

前因後果,須知親近不相逢。

寶玉看了,心下想道:“原來如此。我倒要問問因果來去的事了。”這麼一想,只見鴛鴦站在那里招手兒叫他。寶玉想道:“我走了半日,原不曾出園子,怎麼改了樣子了呢?”赶著要和鴛鴦說話,豈知一轉眼便不見了,心里不免疑惑起來。走到鴛鴦站的地方兒,乃是一溜配殿,各處都有匾額。寶玉無心去看,只向鴛鴦立的所在奔去。見那一間配殿的門半掩半開,寶玉也不敢造次進去,心里正要問那和尚一聲,回過頭來,和尚早已不見了。寶玉恍惚,見那殿宇巍峨,絕非大觀園景象。便立住腳,抬頭看那匾額上寫道:“引覺情痴”。兩邊寫的對聯道:

喜笑悲哀都是假,貪求思慕總因痴。

寶玉看了,便點頭歎息。想要進去找鴛鴦問他是什麼所在,細細想來甚是熟識,便仗著膽子推門進去。滿屋一瞧,并不見鴛鴦,里頭只是黑漆漆的,心下害怕。正要退出,見有十數個大櫥,櫥門半掩。

寶玉忽然想起:“我少時做夢曾到過這個地方。如今能夠親身到此,也是大幸。”恍惚間,把找鴛鴦的念頭忘了。便壯著膽把上首的大櫥開了櫥門一瞧,見有好幾本冊子,心里更覺喜歡,想道:“大凡人做夢,說是假的,豈知有這夢便有這事。我常說還要做這個夢再不能的,不料今兒被我找著了。但不知那冊子是那個見過的不是?”伸手在上頭取了一本,冊上寫著“金陵十二釵正冊”。寶玉拿著一想道:“我恍惚記得是那個,只恨記不得清楚。”便打開頭一頁看去,見上頭有畫,但是畫跡模糊,再瞧不出來。後面有幾行字跡也不清楚,尚可摹擬,便細細的看去,見有什麼“玉帶”,上頭有個好象“林”字,心里想道:“不要是說林妹妹罷?”便認真看去,底下又有“金簪雪里”四字,詫异道”怎麼又象他的名字呢。”复將前後四句合起來一念道:“也沒有什麼道理,只是暗藏著他兩個名字,并不為奇。獨有那‘怜’字‘歎’字不好。這是怎麼解?”想到那里,又自啐道:“我是偷著看,若只管呆想起來,倘有人來,又看不成了。”遂往後看去,也無暇細玩那圖畫,只從頭看去。看到尾兒有幾句詞,什麼“相逢大夢歸”一句,便恍然大悟道:“是了,果然机關不爽,這必是元春姐姐了。若都是這樣明白,我要抄了去細玩起來,那些姊妹們的壽夭窮通沒有不知的了。我回去自不肯泄漏,只做一個未卜先知的人,也省了多少閒想。”又向各處一瞧,并沒有筆硯,又恐人來,只得忙著看去。只見圖上影影有一個放風箏的人兒,也無心去看。急急的將那十二首詩詞都看遍了。也有一看便知的,也有一想便得的,也有不大明白的,心下牢牢記著。一面歎息,一面又取那《金陵又副冊》一看,看到“堪羡优伶有福,誰知公子無緣”先前不懂,見上面尚有花席的影子,便大驚痛哭起來。

待要往後再看,聽見有人說道:“你又發呆了!林妹妹請你呢。”好似鴛鴦的聲氣,回頭卻不見人。心中正自驚疑,忽鴛鴦在門外招手。寶玉一見,喜得赶出來。但見鴛鴦在前影影綽綽的走,只是赶不上。寶玉叫道:“好姐姐,等等我。”那鴛鴦并不理,只顧前走。寶玉無奈,盡力赶去,忽見別有一洞天,樓閣高聳,殿角玲瓏,且有好些宮女隱約其間。寶玉貪看景致,竟將鴛鴦忘了。寶玉順步走入一座宮門,內有奇花异卉,都也認不明白。惟有白石花闌圍著一顆青草,葉頭上略有紅色,但不知是何名草,這樣矜貴。只見微風動處,那青草已搖擺不休,雖說是一枝小草,又無花朵,其嫵媚之態,不禁心動神怡,魂消魄喪。寶玉只管呆呆的看著,只聽見旁邊有一人說道:“你是那里來的蠢物,在此窺探仙草!”寶玉聽了,吃了一驚,回頭看時,卻是一位仙女,便施禮道:“我找鴛鴦姐姐,誤入仙境,恕我冒昧之罪。請問神仙姐姐,這里是何地方?怎麼我鴛鴦姐姐到此還說是林妹妹叫我?望乞明示。”那人道:“誰知你的姐姐妹妹,我是看管仙草的,不許凡人在此逗留。”寶玉欲待要出來,又舍不得,只得央告道:“神仙姐姐既是那管理仙草的,必然是花神姐姐了。但不知這草有何好處?”那仙女道:“你要知道這草,說起來話長著呢。那草本在靈河岸上,名曰絳珠草。因那時萎敗,幸得一個神瑛侍者日以甘露灌溉,得以長生。後來降凡歷劫,還報了灌溉之恩,今返歸真境。所以警幻仙子命我看管,不令蜂纏蝶戀。”寶玉聽了不解,一心疑定必是遇見了花神了,今日斷不可當面錯過,便問:“管這草的是神仙姐姐了。還有無數名花必有專管的,我也不敢煩問,只有看管芙蓉花的是那位神仙?”那仙女道:“我卻不知,除是我主人方曉。”寶玉便問道:“姐姐的主人是誰?”那仙女道:“我主人是瀟湘妃子。”寶玉聽道:“是了,你不知道這位妃子就是我的表妹林黛玉。”那仙女道:“胡說。此地乃上界神女之所,雖號為瀟湘妃子,并不是娥皇女英之輩,何得與凡人有親。你少來混說,瞧著叫力士打你出去。”

寶玉聽了發怔,只覺自形穢濁,正要退出,又聽見有人赶來說道:“里面叫請神瑛侍者。”那人道:“我奉命等了好些時,總不見有神瑛侍者過來,你叫我那里請去。”那一個笑道:“才退去的不是么?”那侍女慌忙赶出來說:“請神瑛侍者回來。”寶玉只道是問別人,又怕被人追赶,只得踉蹌而逃。正走時,只見一人手提寶劍迎面攔住說:“那里走!”唬得寶玉驚慌無措,仗著膽抬頭一看卻不是別人,就是尤三姐。寶玉見了,略定些神,央告道:“姐姐怎麼你也來逼起我來了。”那人道:“你們兄弟沒有一個好人,敗人名節,破人婚姻。今兒你到這里,是不饒你的了!”寶玉聽去話頭不好,正自著急,只聽後面有人叫道:“姐姐快快攔住,不要放他走了。”尤三姐道:“我奉妃子之命等侯已久,今兒見了,必定要一劍斬斷你的塵緣。”寶玉聽了益發著忙,又不懂這些話到底是什麼意思,只得回頭要跑。豈知身後說話的并非別人,卻是晴雯。寶玉一見,悲喜交集,便說:“我一個人走迷了道兒,遇見仇人,我要逃回,卻不見你們一人跟著我。如今好了,晴雯姐姐,快快的帶我回家去罷。”晴雯道:“侍者不必多疑,我非晴雯,我是奉妃子之命特來請你一會,并不難為你。”寶玉滿腹狐疑,只得問道:“姐姐說是妃子叫我,那妃子究是何人?”晴雯道:“此時不必問,到了那里自然知道。”寶玉沒法,只得跟著走。細看那人背後舉動恰是晴雯,那面目聲音是不錯的了,”怎麼他說不是?我此時心里模糊。且別管他,到了那邊見了妃子,就有不是,那時再求他,到底女人的心腸是慈悲的,必是恕我冒失。”正想著,不多時到了一個所在。只見殿宇精致,色彩輝煌,庭中一叢翠竹,戶外數本蒼松。廊檐下立著幾個侍女,都是宮妝打扮,見了寶玉進來,便悄悄的說道:“這就是神瑛侍者么?”引著寶玉的說道:“就是。你快進去通報罷。”有一侍女笑著招手,寶玉便跟著進去。過了幾層房舍,見一正房,珠帘高挂。那侍女說:“站著候旨。”寶玉聽了,也不敢則聲,只得在外等著。那侍女進去不多時,出來說:“請侍者參見。”又有一人卷起珠帘。只見一女子,頭戴花冠,身穿繡服,端坐在內。寶玉略一抬頭,見是黛玉的形容,便不禁的說道:“妹妹在這里!叫我好想。”那帘外的侍女悄吒道:“這侍者無禮,快快出去。”說猶未了,又見一個侍兒將珠帘放下。寶玉此時欲待進去又不敢,要走又不舍,待要問明,見那些侍女并不認得,又被驅逐,無奈出來。心想要問晴雯,回頭四顧,并不見有晴雯。心下狐疑,只得怏怏出來,又無人引著,正欲找原路而去,卻又找不出舊路了。正在為難,見鳳姐站在一所房檐下招手。寶玉看見喜歡道:“可好了,原來回到自己家里了。我怎麼一時迷亂如此。”急奔前來說:“姐姐在這里么,我被這些人捉弄到這個分兒。林妹妹又不肯見我,不知何原故。”說著,走到鳳姐站的地方,細看起來并不是鳳姐,原來卻是賈蓉的前妻秦氏。寶玉只得立住腳要問“鳳姐姐在那里”,那秦氏也不答言,竟自往屋里去了。寶玉恍恍惚惚的又不敢跟進去,只得呆呆的站著,歎道:“我今兒得了什麼不是,眾人都不理我。”便痛哭起來。見有幾個黃巾力士執鞭赶來,說是”何處男人敢闖入我們這天仙福地來,快走出去!”寶玉聽得,不敢言語。正要尋路出來,遠遠望見一群女子說笑前來。寶玉看時,又象有迎春等一干人走來,心里喜歡,叫道:“我迷住在這里,你們快來救我!”正嚷著,後面力士赶來。寶玉急得往前亂跑,忽見那一群女子都變作鬼怪形像,也來追扑。

寶玉正在情急,只見那送玉來的和尚手里拿著一面鏡子一照,說道:“我奉元妃娘娘旨意,特來救你。”登時鬼怪全無仍是一片荒郊。寶玉拉著和尚說道:“我記得是你領我到這里,你一時又不見了。看見了好些親人,只是都不理我,忽又變作鬼怪,到底是夢是真,望老師明白指示。”那和尚道:“你到這里曾偷看什麼東西沒有?”寶玉一想道:“他既能帶我到天仙福地,自然也是神仙了,如何瞞得他。況且正要問個明白。”便道:“我倒見了好些冊子來著。”那和尚道:“可又來,你見了冊子還不解么!世上的情緣都是那些魔障。只要把歷過的事情細細記著,將來我與你說明。”說著,把寶玉狠命的一推,說:“回去罷!”寶玉站不住腳,一交跌倒,口里嚷道:“阿喲!”

王夫人等正在哭泣,聽見寶玉蘇來,連忙叫喚。寶玉睜眼看時,仍躺在炕上,見王夫人寶釵等哭的眼泡紅腫。定神一想,心里說道:“是了,我是死去過來的。”遂把神魂所歷的事呆呆的細想,幸喜多還記得,便哈哈的笑道:“是了,是了。”王夫人只道舊病复發,便好延醫調治,即命丫頭婆子快去告訴賈政,說是”寶玉回過來了,頭里原是心迷住了,如今說出話來,不用備辦後事了。”賈政聽了,即忙進來看視,果見寶玉蘇來,便道:“沒福的痴兒你要唬死誰么!”說著,眼淚也不知不覺流下來了。又歎了幾口氣,仍出去叫人請醫生診脈服藥。這里麝月正思自盡,見寶玉一過來,也放了心。只見王夫人叫人端了桂圓湯叫他喝了幾口,漸漸的定了神。王夫人等放心,也沒有說麝月,只叫人仍把那玉交給寶釵給他帶上,”想起那和尚來,這玉不知那里找來的,也是古怪。怎麼一時要銀一時又不見了,莫非是神仙不成?”寶釵道:“說起那和尚來的蹤跡去的影響,那玉并不是找來的。頭里丟的時候,必是那和尚取去的。”王夫人道:“玉在家里怎麼能取的了去?”寶釵道:“既可送來,就可取去。”襲人麝月道:“那年丟了玉,林大爺測了個字,後來二奶奶過了門,我還告訴過二奶奶,說測的那字是什麼‘賞’字。二奶奶還記得么?”寶釵想道:“是了。你們說測的是當舖里找去,如今才明白了,竟是個和尚的‘尚’字在上頭,可不是和尚取了去的么。”王夫人道:“那和尚本來古怪。那年寶玉病的時候,那和尚來說是我們家有寶貝可解,說的就是這塊玉了。他既知道,自然這塊玉到底有些來歷。況且你女婿養下來就嘴里含著的。古往今來,你們聽見過這麼第二個么。只是不知終久這塊玉到底是怎麼著,就連咱們這一個也還不知是怎麼著。病也是這塊玉,好也是這塊玉,生也是這塊玉——”說到這里忽然住了,不免又流下淚來。寶玉聽了,心里卻也明白,更想死去的事愈加有因,只不言語,心里細細的記憶。那時惜春便說道:“那年失玉,還請妙玉請過仙,說是‘青埂峰下倚古松’,還有什麼‘入我門來一笑逢’的話,想起來‘入我門’三字大有講究。佛教的法門最大,只怕二哥不能入得去。”寶玉聽了,又冷笑幾聲。寶釵聽了,不覺的把眉頭兒肐揪著發起怔來。尤氏道:“偏你一說又是佛門了。你出家的念頭還沒有歇么?”惜春笑道:“不瞞嫂子說,我早已斷了葷了。”王夫人道:“好孩子,阿彌陀佛,這個念頭是起不得的。”惜春聽了,也不言語。寶玉想“青燈古佛前”的詩句,不禁連歎幾聲。忽又想起一床席一枝花的詩句來,拿眼睛看著襲人,不覺又流下淚來。眾人都見他忽笑忽悲,也不解是何意,只道是他的舊病。豈知寶玉触處机來,竟能把偷看冊上詩句俱牢牢記住了,只是不說出來,心中早有一個成見在那里了。暫且不題。

且說眾人見寶玉死去复生,神氣清爽,又加連日服藥,一天好似一天,漸漸的复原起來。便是賈政見寶玉已好,現在丁憂無事,想起賈赦不知幾時遇赦,老太太的靈柩久停寺內,終不放心,欲要扶柩回南安葬,便叫了賈璉來商議。賈璉便道:“老爺想得极是,如今趁著丁憂干了一件大事更好。將來老爺起了服,生恐又不能遂意了。但是我父親不在家,侄兒呢又不敢僭越。老爺的主意很好,只是這件事也得好幾千銀子。衙門里緝贓那是再緝不出來的。”賈政道:“我的主意是定了,只為大爺不在家,叫你來商議商議怎麼個辦法。你是不能出門的。現在這里沒有人,我為是好幾口材都要帶回去的,一個怎麼樣的照應呢,想起把蓉哥兒帶了去。況且有他媳婦的棺材也在里頭。還有你林妹妹的,那是老太太的遺言說跟著老太太一塊兒回去的。我想這一項銀子只好在那里挪借幾千,也就夠了。”賈璉道:“如今的人情過于淡薄。老爺呢,又丁憂,我們老爺呢,又在外頭,一時借是借不出來的了。只好拿房地文書出去押去。”賈政道:“住的房子是官蓋的,那里動得。”賈璉道:“住房是不能動的。外頭還有幾所可以出脫的,等老爺起复後再贖也使得。將來我父親回來了,倘能也再起用,也好贖的。只是老爺這麼大年紀,辛苦這一場,侄兒們心里實不安。”賈政道:“老太太的事,是應該的。只要你在家謹慎些,把持定了才好。”賈璉道:“老爺這倒只管放心,侄兒雖糊涂,斷不敢不認真辦理的。況且老爺回南少不得多帶些人去,所留下的人也有限了,這點子費用還可以過的來。就是老爺路上短少些,必經過賴尚榮的地方,可也叫他出點力兒。”賈政道:“自己的老人家的事,叫人家幫什麼。”賈璉答應了“是”,便退出來打算銀錢。

賈政便告訴了王夫人,叫他管了家,自己便擇了發引長行的日子,就要起身。寶玉此時身体复元,賈環賈蘭倒認真念書,賈政都交付給賈璉,叫他管教,“今年是大比的年頭。環兒是有服的,不能入場,蘭兒是孫子,服滿了也可以考的,務必叫寶玉同著侄兒考去。能夠中一個舉人,也好贖一贖咱們的罪名。”賈璉等唯唯應命。賈政又吩咐了在家的人,說了好些話,才別了宗祠,便在城外念了幾天經,就發引下船,帶了林之孝等而去。也沒有驚動親友,惟有自家男女送了一程回來。

寶玉因賈政命他赴考,王夫人便不時催逼查考起他的工課來。那寶釵襲人時常勸勉,自不必說。那知寶玉病後雖精神日長,他的念頭一發更奇僻了,竟換了一种。不但厭棄功名仕進,竟把那兒女情緣也看淡了好些。只是眾人不大理會,寶玉也并不說出來。一日,恰遇紫鵑送了林黛玉的靈柩回來,悶坐自己屋里啼哭,想道:“寶玉無情,見他林妹妹的靈柩回去并不傷心落淚,見我這樣痛哭也不來勸慰,反瞅著我笑。這樣負心的人,從前都是花言巧語來哄著我們!前夜虧我想得開,不然幾乎又上了他的當。只是一件叫人不解,如今我看他待襲人等也是冷冷兒的。二奶奶是本來不喜歡親熱的,麝月那些人就不抱怨他么?我想女孩子們多半是痴心的,白操了那些時的心,看將來怎樣結局!”正想著,只見五兒走來瞧他,見紫鵑滿面淚痕,便說:“姐姐又想林姑娘了?想一個人聞名不如眼見,頭里聽著寶二爺女孩子跟前是最好的,我母親再三的把我弄進來。豈知我進來了,盡心竭力的伏侍了幾次病,如今病好了,連一句好話也沒有剩出來,如今索性連眼兒也都不瞧了。”紫鵑聽他說的好笑,便噗嗤的一笑,啐道:“呸,你這小蹄子,你心里要寶玉怎麼個樣兒待你才好?女孩兒家也不害臊,連名公正氣的屋里人瞧著他還沒事人一大堆呢,有功夫理你去!”因又笑著拿個指頭往臉上抹著問道:“你到底算寶玉的什麼人哪?”那五兒聽了,自知失言,便飛紅了臉。待要解說不是要寶玉怎麼看待,說他近來不怜下的話,只聽院門外亂嚷說:“外頭和尚又來了,要那一萬銀子呢。太太著急,叫璉二爺和他講去,偏偏璉二爺又不在家。那和尚在外頭說些瘋話,太太叫請二奶奶過去商量。”不知怎樣打發那和尚,下回分解。

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